Hello all!

After many years of being fascinated by the reported effects of DMT, I tried some a few months ago. I have been depressed for large periods of my life since my adolescence and I have struggled with self esteem issues for as long as I can remember. A few decades of this and various other life changes have brought meditation, therapy, and self-medication to the fore for me this year. I think that all have helped each other.

I have vaped DMT (sub ohm) to a breakthrough or threshold (difficult to fully assess whether too much or too little) somewhere in the region of 20-30 times, as an estimate. I am looking for a safe space to talk about these experiences and hear other friendly perspectives and conclusions.

I have filled in the questionnaire, my approach was to show what I know and don’t, not what I can research. I hope that was the appropriate way to go about things..!

A warm welcome


What could be better than honesty?

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Greetings and welcome.

I'm glad to hear that psychedelics have helped you with your mental health. This post may interest you.

Generally, you are encouraged to do the research for the questionnaire, as it is more important to us the work you're willing to put in over what you already know. All good though

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Thank you both!

I don’t mind jumping through a few hoops to prove myself, so if you want to reset my questionnaire and let me give you a model answer I will give that a go! Generally I’m something of a beginner, and have so far only learned the things that have kept me safe within my intentions and learned them well. I’ve realised that a big part of my anxiety is around uncertainty (well, it is one component) and learning to let go of the need to hyper-prepare and accept I don’t need to know the answers about everything is where I’ve come from - there’s some delicious irony to be carved out of that somehow!

I will take a look at your post Void Matrix!