{edit} the title will eventually make sense. Didn't think I had so much to say

Hey all

Soooo... I have only had a few breakthroughs but they have continually gotten more involved, more enveloping, and have became increasingly hard to come back- both mentally and physically. My body fights to pull me back. The beings fight to keep me there. They never seem satisfied with the time I get with them. Each time I feel like I am being presented with increasingly higher beings. Like there is some kind of hierarchy with each new entity capable of more than the last. Each new being presenting vastly more intense... well what happens with them is hard to really put in words now.

My sitter said the first time my body shook a bit when I was coming back. I taped myself for the next couple and each time my body shakes.... vibrates a bit more than the last. My body will open my eyes to pull me back but my eyes roll back and the vibration kicks in again. I know blast off starts with vibrations and there are theories that everything basically operates on vibrations (I have done a lot of stoned web surfing so forgive me if that's incorrect) and it just feels like that world is so close to me. Interacting with me though it is out of sight. I was occasionally using heroin, coke, alcohol... mostly just while out partying and I could tell it was getting out of hand but didn't do anything about it. After my first hyperspace trip I stopped it all. They don't seem to mind mj but man did they kill those thoughts about other chemicals. Tonight I figured wtf and went and got some jeremiah weed. Kept hearing commercials for it and kind of wanted to numb myself. The ever-present pull from those entities since my last breakthrough has been really draining. I can still feel them trying to communicate... or unlock what they already gave me... I can't really tell.

So I got the liquor, I've had maybe two drinks, set it on the arm of my chair like I always do while playing video games, not moving anything but fingers, and my glass falls off. Glass doesn't break but it's empty. This is the first time it's ever fallen off this chair as well. Clean it up and pour another and set it in the middle of a big table this time. Here a huge crash in the kitchen. A tiny pan jumped off my toaster oven, knocked the bottle off the counter below and landed on its cap, breaking it in two releasing lemonade vodka all over my floor.

Now maybe I'm looking into this too much, but I poured out my glass and I'm going straight now. Has anyone else had something happen in this world that leads you to believe they can be with us like we can them? Or maybe there's something to the avatar/matrix theories and my liquor was programmed to the floor because I shouldn't drink it for whatever reason.

ha
little signs
I think its obvious what they mean
and yeah, our reality stems from hyperspace...

Ive had some very weird occurences in physical reality that tend to correlate with my experiences in hyperspace and with psilocybin. Things sync WAYYY to well to not have some kind of relation. I feel that we are merely unaware of our interactions normally.