Voidmatrix wrote:Fridge wrote:I am the living proof that this lovely community can turn you into a cactus enthusiasts
I was assimilated into the cactus collective as well
Some individuals around here have a way of doing that
Have you made it into hyperspace yet? Thoughts?
What made you stop taking psychedelics and what has resparked your interest?
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Apologies for going radio-silent w/r/t these questions. Life got in the way and I had to make some hard choices as to what I would spend my time on. Spice extraction was put on the back-burner.
Regarding hyperspace, I haven't gone there via spice yet. This last year was spent trying more and more meds for my severe depressive issues. Finally I got into a IV ketamine treatment program. As you all probably know, it a dissociative and not a psychedelic, but it incredibly intense all the same. Whether it helped me with my depression is not clear to me yet. Unfortunately I'm leaning more towards "no", although, at the end of my treatment, my DR was wanting to start giving me larger doses. Unfortunately my blood pressure was getting out of hand, so now I need to get treatment for that before I go back. Such is life.
What made me stop taking psychedelics was honestly just getting older. All of my friends who I used to partake with either married and had kids, moved away, or simply disappeared. I always found that using psychedelics to be a social thing. Some of the best experiences of my life were on acid or shrooms with close friends at a rave or a small house party, just smashing our collective energies together. Losing that social aspect removed some of the joy I experienced while partaking.
Further, the realities of aging and becoming more aware of the truth of what's happening in the world (politics, climate change, class inequality) has turned me into a depressed, cynical bastard. The carefree youth I was is dead and won't ever come back. I can't get into the same space I once had. I start tripping and I start going into dark places. I want to try spice to see if a breakthrough experience might be what I am looking for. Can ego-death through the breakthrough experience give me a few moments of mental peace? If so, it's well worth the trouble of learning how to extract.