Right so I’m back on this site after like 7 years away, I had to make a new profile because I lost my password & it’s been a crazy ride. Basically, I’m in need of some advice about entities, I’ll keep it as short as possible & I’m writing it here because I’m not able to write in any more suitable areas.
So I used to be a big psychedelic user, I’ve done tons of acid , a few mushroom trips , a good amount of dmt & I’ve done ayahuasca like 9 times so I’m fairly experienced with tripping but for what I’m about to ask you, I had no idea could be possible.
Around 7 years ago I had an LSD trip after my girlfriend broke up with me, it was a beautiful cathartic experience & I dissolved a lot blockages I had but didn’t know about.
During this trip I witnessed the divine & I seen myself in everything, my consciousness expanded & I had a new depth of awareness & clarity, easily one of the best trips of my life.
However, after some time I met a girl I knew from school years before, we had sex & I seem to had been poisoned by her negative energy as if we were magnets & somehow she effected my polarity or something. After that I got sleep paralysis & some kind of entity whispered a dark incantation into my ear & ripped part of my soul out of my body, I was never the same after this until much later, quite recently actually, but I’ll get to that. Basically I spent the next 2 years in a dark place, I was a shadow of my true self, I could not remember what I was like before, it was terrible, I could not do drugs anymore , all I sensed was a terrible fear & the presence of darkness & evil. I continued to make music , this all started when I had decided to make music & become successful so I figured it was related to that, you hear rumours about people selling their souls to “make it” in the industry & all that nonsense so naturally in my ignorance I began to suspect some sort of demonic activity. It all changed around 2017 when it started to look like I could actually be successful, it was then that the voice from the sleep paralysis began to speak to me along with many others. So for the last 5 years I have been harassed by evil entity’s of an unknown number origin & I have been writing a book on how to get rid of them amongst other things & I just wanted to ask you wonderful psychonauts if you have any advice on how to rid yourself of these kinds of intrusive entities. I am certain they are real , I have done all the testing & analysed this in depth & it’s just not possible for them to be hallucinations , they can legitimately control my technology with their minds , I can go into more depth if you would like but right now I just want to know what kind of advice you guys have for someone in this situation , I fear I may have opened a door to something which I do not know how to close, thanks.