Hello everyone,

I go by “SpiritWalkerNN” here, you can call me “S” for short if you’d like.

I would like to begin my introduction by letting you all know I have been a visitor to this forum for about 10 years now (wow, I feel old now). I had an account here with a handful of trip reports and extraction tips based on my own experiences using some fantastic guides I discovered on this forum. Sadly, I completely forgot the name of that account and the e-mail associated with it - so - here we are back to square one.

I was a frequent DMT user (only using safely and in moderation) for many years, exceeding well over 200 “blast off” experiences. I’ve tried many forms ingesting the sacred substance: Changa, jungle spice, freebase and vape pen cartridges infused with DMT.
In my opinion, nothing beats pure freebase vaporized correctly through a glass pipe.

I took a, I’d like to say, 9 year hiatus from The Nexus for reasons out of my control. Family, friends, moving cross country, etc etc etc.

I would like to say that I am back and I am very surprised to see just how many new extraction techniques have been invented and how much your research topics have grown. It is beautiful to me.

When I was actively partaking in DMT it was one of the best times of my life. It cured my depression, opened my mind completely, made me a kind and compassionate person. It was like a miracle.

I have had one singular experience with DMT that was a vision unlike any other. I was taken in to the future to watch a woman I deeply cared about (whom at the time of the vision I didn’t even know existed) pass away in a hospital bed surrounded by a hospice nurse, a man in a recliner and woman standing over the bed hysterically crying. Fast forward about 4 years and I was working with the elderly, because attached to this wonderful old woman with dementia and after about a year of taking care of her she passed away while I was on duty. I was called in to the room and as I walked in I froze and couldn’t believe what I was seeing. It wasn’t the death that did this to me, it was the fact that EVERY SINGLE ASPECT of my DMT vision 4 years ago was visible in this room. There was a frail, deceased woman on a hospital bed - a hospice nurse standing next to her - the daughter of the woman who passed standing there hysterically crying - and the brother of the woman who passed sitting in an armchair next to the bed. The vision I had was EXACTLY like what I saw - down to the positioning of people, furniture, emotions, everything.

It was in that moment my whole life changed and what I perceived reality as was thrown out the window. I truly believe that DMT has the power to transcend both space and time and if it wishes to, show mortal beings future events.

I have come back to this forum to get myself back in to the community. To give back to the community via trip reports, modifications to synthesis techniques that have given me great results, and whatever else I can possibly think of to benefit this board.

You are all wonderful and for a decade you have inspired me and educated me on so many subjects. Thank you so much for what you do and I will do anything I can to support your work.

If anyone has any questions or just wants to say hello my inbox is ALWAYS open. You can ask me anything you want, don’t be embarrassed or afraid that I will ignore you.

Thank you all for reading this novel of a post.

Love to you all,

S

Hello there!

Sorry for the slow responses, welcome back, if you ever remember anything related to your old account please post it and I'll help you recover it.


Theres a nice chat button, if you semi afk with the PC on, you can open a tab and leave it there, occasionally we have really good conversations going on there!

Soo do you maybe do some lifestyle health related stuff to add to your psychedelic journeys? Like meditating or exercising?

Peace!

Hello,

I'm Blind_Goat. You can just refer to me as Blind or BG. It's ok. I'm searching for knowledge, not a native english speaker (sorry for any weird sentence construction, but i believe it can be turned in a good thing, like Joseph Conrad did), but I try to make my best. I'm very interested in DMT, LSA and LSD: extraction techniques, experiences and dosage. I like to think in complex questions of consciousness, and trying to write a book about it. I'm graduated in Philosophy: my thinking has this "accent" but I'm opened to learn with everybody.

In the past, i had experiences with a pletora of substances: ecstasy, LSD, DMT, Cocaine and mostly marijuana, but I really sticked only with DMT, LSD, LSA and marijuanna (and, of course, a homebrew beer. I apreciate it a lot).