Hi, everyone! I've been dealing with substances for almost 7 years. Mostly cannabis and psilocybin. Less - salvia divinorum (but it's very friendly plant for me) and peganum harmala. I'm still not acquainted with DMT. Honestly, psilocybin-experience seems to cover my 'spiritual' demands, but I hope to try it sometime. What am I here for? Well, my occupation is far from science but I have a strong wish to conduct a research that aims to reveal correlations between personal psychedelic experience with childhood and psychological background (sorry for my english - I'm not a native speaker). As for me, I had several troubles in my childhood that established some kinds of muscle clamps and psychological problems. And when I consume magic shrooms I have strong feelings of my body 'working out' that troubles (it's hard to explain the mixture of psychological, spiritual and body feelings). It's my own duty to cope with it, though I'd better take help of a body therapist, but it's almost impossible to find one in my area. And shrooms seem to be helpful in this case. Investigations need to be go on.
I know that any kind of survey is prohibited here, but I have one to conduct my research. So if any is interested in it - feel free to ask me in private or right here any questions and I'll be very grateful if the administrators allows me to post it publicly. Moreover I'd be grateful if anyone with similar experience (or well experienced in body-therapy / researches area) would help.
Anyway, thanks for reading my post, best wishes to everyone!

Welcome!

Using these compounds to help process traumas from the past are very much something that is discussed here with a degree of regularity. Personally, it has helped me deal with the death of several friends, and has guided me through my addictions to multiple narcotics, as well.

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Blessings, my new friend.

Welcome, welcome, welcome.

As one who is studying and practicing with guidework, the mind/body/soul connection is very big, and once connected, very healing. Certain traumas are stored in the body, as well as other places, like our psyches, energetic/ehteral bodies, etc. It takes time and awareness of subtle class to find and assess what's transpiring. It's beautiful that you're exploring that, and I feel that mushrooms are a great tool for doing so. Granted, I've loved mushrooms for over a decade so that could just be my bias

Once you achieve full membership, send me a PM and I'll see what I can do to allow your survey on the forum.

Also, your English is great

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Thank you, guys! I really appreciate your support I've taken shrooms 9 or 10 times total for this time and every time I have it - it shows me very important and valuable things about God, my life, my closest relations, and so on. And I wonder how it works, how it 'hits the target' when it comes to all that spheres. And I suppose that it's somehow connected with our 'ancient' brain stem, its reticular formation that switches on the serotoninergic pathways into all cerebral branches. Of course, it's the only percent of the magic) but it's so incredible and attractive!