Might I start by saying, hello. I have been a long time viewer of the nexus, well long in the sense that it's been years of learning and gathering information. I first stumbled into the nexus in early 2016, I was ignorant and young. Technically just barley old enough to use the nexus as by the rules. Fortunately, or maybe unfortunately. Depending on ones views of popular DMT eccentric podcast hosts, I was one of probably many who became increasingly fascinated with DMT, having heard stories of what DMT induces and the after effects. I had felt a deep obsession forming throughout the time I spent on the nexus. You see I really wasn't a person who did many psychedelic substances in the past, having viewed their use as mostly a leisurely pass time undertaken by young and oftentimes adventure seeking teens. Not that I viewed them negatively, just that they had no real function beyond showing some crazy things to the person who takes whatever they took. That was until I began researching DMT, seeing its endogenous in many animals and plants made me feel a strange connection with it. I spent months just researching about plants and animals that are known to contain/ use/ DMT, about safe usages, and best ways to actually take the DMT, along with specific plants that contain large amounts of DMT and other alkaloids. "But to what end" I would often ask myself. Why was I so interested in this substance, I had used mushrooms in the past taking a max maybe of 2g and having a pretty fun and uplifting experience, but nothing that lead me to wishing to delve as deep as DMT could potentially take you.
So it's been 5 nearly 6 years of poping on the nexus and reading stories, techs, reports on alkaloid contents of many, many plants. Since my first time on the nexus I knew this was somehow meant to be part of my life. Almost like I was fated to stumble here to come and learn take from the wisdom of those before me. I have made and taken DMT many times by this point, I have had experiences that can only be described as eye opening, and life changing. Maybe one day I will get into them. Many of my experiences have been so intense it's taken months/ years to fully integrate some of what I was taught/ shown. I feel that this was the right time to make a account and become involved in the community, as I feel some of my experiences are worth the time that I have spent reading others and maybe they can help people who have seen simular things. This site has made me a better person. And now maybe it's time for me to help make this a better site. Or at the very least add to the vast amount of knowledge and experience cataloged here. Seems maybe I found out "to what end".
Yours indefinitely, Kamsue.