Guys, listen. I have been smoking DMT on and off for a while and I never get anything besides pretty colors and maybe some interesting thoughts. Once I thought I broke through. Either way, I thought it was fucking dumb and a poor use of my spice considering how interesting my oral trips are.

Well today I decided to try again for the millionth time. I was beginning to believe all you people were somehow full of shit or exaggerating or just wired differently than me. I tried every method of smoking and nothing worked.

It worked today. FULL ON - I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT WAS!!! It has no relation to any oral DMT trip or any tryptamine or anything in this fucking world. For those of you who do this somewhat regularly, my hat is off to you. You are truly brave motherfuckers. I still have no idea how to integrate this nuclear explosion into my life. It was like God punched me in the face.

I lost control too. I was yelling stuff like, "Make it stop!" "I will never be the same again!" "My life is over!" My ego was obliterated for a moment and then stupid me was trying to get it back. Damn, I thought I was good at navigating trips. But to call this a trip is to do injustice to the experience. Anyway, now I know what I was missing and will travel back soon.

Nice, nice nice, hehehe whicked bro, total ego obliveration eh, nice.

Go back soon

what made the difference??

Ha! And now ya know...

It can be truly overwhelming sometimes. I got slammed the other day took me totally off guard and was physically exhausting by the time it was over. The experience was so strong and intense that I can't even remember what happened. Its like i passed out then woke up. I'm beginning to think that caapi tea is an integral part of the experience and helps to give it relevence and meaning. I'm becoming less of a fan of stronger doses of spice without the tea beforehand.

I have a glass water bubbler type smoking apparatus and this time I placed a spoon over the hole where the smoke would escape and trapped it in there. I let the smoke build and build and then I took a BIG hit. You know how people ask, "How do I know if I broke through?" If you have to ask or have even the slightest doubt, then you did not break through. There is no uncertainty with this stuff. This was the most real and otherworldly and explosive moment of my life. It was the scariest moment too. I was at ground zero for a nuclear fucking explosion!!!

I still can't believe it either...

NICE!!!!


Yea I remember reading a post from you a week or so ago about how you thought vaporized DMT was a waste.


Well there you go all yee noobs.....smoking method is EVERYTHING!!!!
And it's different for pretty much everyone!!

...And if you gotta ask if you had a breakthrough.....you didn't.


It took me a while too, I so envy cats like Antrocles, who can get there so easy, even with 20mg or less.


(Now you got to try that with some Harmalas & spend a while over there really exploring.)

Cheers
WS

I first tried smoking it about nine months ago and have literally gone through grams and grams of it and there was never even a hint of what a breakthrough could be like. Nothing could have prepared me for what happened to me today. None of the trip reports, none of my pharm trips - nothing! It's cool to finally know what you guys are all talking about. Now I just have to go in there with a cooler head and not panic.

yeah....i had a talk with some folks over there and told 'em to go say hi to joe on his next vape trip...i told 'em he wasn't quite "getting in"... guess they listened to me LOL!!!

profound report brother. i am putting in a solid week in that space right now. it is certainly work and there is much to be learned from annihilation THAT complete. i am planning another trip up north like last year's THE ANTROCLES CHRONICLES. i will be bringing lots of fumarate and harmalas to explore the world of pharma that you have been working in....

W- is this just crazy serendipity or what? i literally JUST posted a report an hour or so ago about exactly what you suggested. you guys have to read PARK MEMOIRS II when you get a chance....the coincidence of this thread and that post are crazy.

joe- welcome!! can't wait to hear how you can compare those massive ego-death oral trips with this vape-death you just experienced. i know it will be very difficult to do, but TRY DAMN IT!! TRYYYYYY!!!

LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!

Yeah, thanks for telling them to open the door for me. Although it was more like an atomic vacuum that sucked my soul through a portal, put me on violent vortex spin cycle and then handed me back to my body.

lucky you..

...welcom to MY world...

no. seriously. welcome!

LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!

can you remember what it was like Inside? I try to bring a 'postcard' back - like a visual thumbnail in my mind, as a kind of reference so I can try to remember something of the journey; it's just so different and fast and full-on in there that I can't bring much more than a few snapshots home ...

I know I heard a loud explosion and then colors violently took over everything and my eyes were open. My last thought was, You are going to forget you are alive. Then I was gone.

Joe I'm curious to know what the dosage was.

I think you'll find now that administering it will become much easier for you to from here on out. All you have to do now is tweak the dosage a bit and you'll find that comfort zone that will push the envelope for you and yet, you will have recollection, at least some what. lol

Congrats my friend, life will never look the same.

Im super stoked for you man. I think its a birth right to have a breakthrough with Dmt. Hopefully it wasn't too intense that you wont go back. I get nervous every single time!

Peace and light!

haha this s great joe!

at least you dont feel left out now

I remember your 1st post regarding all this so this is quite funny.

you have made me smile this morning god sir

My friend has learned so much during his sub breakthrough experiences that he can't imagine a full breakthrough. The first time he fell into the tryptramine Trance, he was cold and shivering as he came back. What happens after a breakthrough hit?

the work begins...

L&G!!

I really wonder if the sub breakthrough experiences are some kind of "test" or more "training" to get you ready for the real deal.

My friend has gone through several grams of spice and never achieved a breakthrough. There were times, where the patterns where oscillating at extreme speed and he was feeling like getting a deep cellular massage. It was like his whole body turned into a dickhead with huge intergalactic hands rubbing it. But then they told him that he has to learn his "lesson" before he can get any further.

I figure, it's no good to have a person in hyperspace who is not capable of handling it or can't put it to good use. Maybe that could be a reason for not beeing allowed to hyperspace.

I can't imagine the kind of work you are talking about antrocles. But at the other hand side, It's hard for me to imagine myself as a person with a restructured personality and an inner state of mind more suited for love, peace and hapiness.