Finally introducing myself
First of all i apalogize for my highly probable english writting mistakes haha, i will try to do my best though..
I was 21 (29 now), a friend knocked at my door and woke me up, i opened and he said "i have some changa".
Back in the time i was litteraly passionnate about psychedlics and the idea of modified perception/consciousness, i already had few acid and mushroom trips, and had informed myself through countless reading about it... countless... Thinking about it, it was mainly about reading and thinking than actually going through the experience so often. But when a friend of yours comes to you with what was for me at that time a molecule which would never meet my way, a chimera, a piece of dream, an unattainable, you can't do anything else than getting excited about trying it.
"Let's do it tonight" i said !!!
The night came, we were three. We prepared three little piles of changa to be able to hit the bong rapidly the one after the other. I saw my first friend hitting the bong... to the ground, second friend, the same.. it was my turn, i was anxious after having seen my friends "going away", but i stayed steady and i took it in one toke, kept the smoke for 5 sec, maybe a bit more.
Instant and strong vibration, the bodyload is huge, i cant keep my crossleged postion, i quickly semi fall backward. My eyes are shut and i instantly get super anxious for 5 seconde, then i perceive that i'm not breathing and suddenly my body inhale forcefully while a wave of liquid light wash in me as the same time as i'm stongly inhaling.
Then i popped in a cathedrale like place, filled with geometrics patterns morphing all around. I was amazed and couldn't stopped looking at my new surrounding when i felt the presence of something which was also a bit of a someone. I felt that the entitie wanted me to follow him and it sunddenly took "my hand" and we started to fly through fast unfolding dimensions.
At some point the vision of the unfolding dimension faded away and i opened my eyes. My two friends were sitting near to me, smilling at me while i was waking up. They were beautiful, there faces were like clay and i thought that human are really beautiful. The room was still fileld with vision and in the walls i was seing them, spirits semi hidding semi revealing there presence to me, they were playfull but the biggest impression i had is that they were very protective and watching on us with good intentions.
We talked a little bit about our respective experience, smoked a joint then switched of the light to go to bed (actually we were all the three of us sleeping on the ground plus blankets in the same room). I was feeling incredible and super causie and i slept like a baby.
So, this was my first Dmt experience, curiosity built up a little but but i started to drop interst in psychedelics for years, pushing that "strange passion" away and try to find some other paths. It's only about 1 year ago that i came back to it, got my hand on somle changa first and i had a few months honey moon with amazing healing and discoveries.
Now i'm working with crystals in a GVG but very little, every now and then (i tend to have developped a fear of it, even though i almost only had good experiences... just waiting for the call).
I may try to condense and make a report about my Honey moon which i think was an healing crescendo from the deep wound to stitch to the melting of one's individuality into to stream of consciousness.
Anyways, i'm happy to be part of this wonderfull community, i'm here in silence since a long time haha. A gathered a lot of really helpfull informations in the nexus, and followed a lot of nice talks and threads.. So Thanks you everyone for participating.
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