King Tryptamine wrote:I've been growing plants as one of my favorite hobbies for the past 8 years. I first started out by growing my favorite fruit, the chili pepper. At around the same time I started growing I also began experimenting with drugs and the two just went hand in hand.
I like the advantages that these biochemical factories produce as a lot of the drugs that we all love and consume like THC, DMT and cocaine to name a few, come from one or more of these things and along with research and studying scientific papers, growing these special plants is a closer way to get into contact with these marvelous substances that provide us with some of the best experiences life has to offer and some of the best medicine known to man, be it the morphine that oozes out of the unripe seed pods of the P.somniferum poppy providing us with the power to treat gunshot wounds to the mescaline that is synthesized by Andean cacti which have the power to combat some of the most severe mental illnesses.
I'd say the most important reason I grow these plants is safety and security. Both the general public and government are very backwards and scientifically illiterate with their approach to these plants and the compounds they produce so one is never sure how long these things will be about in terms of availability and legality. It makes me feel safe that I have made an investment for the future in that as long as I grow these plants I'll always have the compounds they create within themselves.
I do not know how I missed this comment, Kingtryptamine, but I apologize for not responding sooner. I absolutely agree that they are some of the best medicines on earth. Cocaine is one of those drugs that I have a love/hate relationship with. It does me well for the first hour or 4 that I indulge, but soon after that window, I begin to act very fiendy. Any time anyone reaches into their pocket, I break my neck trying to "investigate" what is in their hands. I then become very self aware that I am behaving this way, and think my way into a paranoia loop; ruining my experience completely and totally. When drinking coca teas, or chewing the leaves, or eating the candies that ship from Peru that I love so much, I do not have these issues, and I still very much get the positive effects. Such as heightened awareness, stamina, and elevated mood. I can do this all day if I want to and the experience is always smooth. Same this with somniferum. As a person who has enjoyed opioids a bit too much in the span of their life, I have a quick potential for dependance. I find this to be non-existent with the milk of the poppy. I am able take it for what I need, when I need, and while it absolutely has recreational properties, I am able to put it down when it does not suit me.
The idea of security is something I have thought much about too. Knowing that I do not have to put myself in any illegal situations involving someone else, possibly even a stranger, is wonderful for my peace-of-mind! But also something else that comforts me in these endeavors, is this: I, being of a bit of a cautious mind, am TERRIFIED of getting something that has been cut or doctored in any way. I even very rarely take L from anyone who doesn't know for sure how many micrograms are in each drop, and exactly what the crystal it was derived from was. My mind goes on these strange paranoid fears that someone is trying to "get" me. This all is derived from my years on tour with the remaining members of the grateful dead (i.e. The Dead, Ratdog, Phil + friends, further, Melvin Seals and JGB, even the first year of Dead + Co.). If you have ever been in these environments, you may have come across the folks who either were or considered themselves "pranksters". At first I was very much with it when the secret dosing was happening, because I had never had a bad trip or a paranoid though I couldn't reason my way out of. Until there was no way out. At this point I only trust myself (mostly, there have been few exceptions). So I grow these plants because the plants don't deceive you.
I went off on a tangent a little bit, but it is relevant to the conversation in this way. I previously mentioned that my anxiety and my depression had been non-existent. I think psychologically this may stem a bit from this "security" that you mentioned. Knowing that I will have full love and trust in these experiences that I am literally cultivating. Peace of Mind. When one has peace of mind, how could there be anxiety? How could one be depressed? These things seem like the opposite of peace of mind to me. Anyways, thanks for commenting. Very insightful.
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