I have for many years wanted to travel into the heart of the Amazon. It is a burning desire that resides deep within me.
Today after speaking deeply with my partner, it is clear that i am now of age, and capable.
I have grown so much in the time i have spent here, but i feel like its time to step up.
Its worth mentioning, i am not after an Ayahuasca retreat as such. I want to journey into the heart of the forest. I want to integrate myself into this special place, to live off the land. I want to learn about the cultures, to meet the people.
I want to study the plants and animals. I want to meet Shamans, to learn the ways, to become what i am meant to become.
This is not something i am content with remaining as a pipe dream.
There is a powerful force at work here. I cannot sleep at all tonight, the feeling inside my body is almost more then i can bare.
I simply must go.
I would like to extend my hand out to the members of this forum in search of help and advice. Specifically i an hoping to get in contact with someone that is either over there now living there. Or to speak with someone that has friends over there. I know how helpful having allies can be and that is the reason for this post. Shamans, locals, regular visitors. As i have mentioned above, i want to fully submerge myself in this experience. I want to study and to learn, but to also share and educate where i can. I want to Help to conserve the land and to protect it. This is not something i am talking about lightly.
This cannot be a dream any longer.
Thank you for reading.
Peace & unity.
Xtechre.
“Right here and now, one quanta away, there is raging a universe of active intelligence that is transhuman, hyperdimensional, and extremely alien... What is driving religious feeling today is a wish for contact with this other universe.”
― Terence McKenna