A bit about me:

I am not a recreational user and do not drink and am not on any medications.

I have no idea why I am here, other than wanting DMT to try me. Its not a casual "hey that looks fun" thing. It does not look fun, if anything it looks terrifying.

What this is, I hope, is another step in my long search. I'm 60 and have been on this road for last 30 years - my life has been rich. I've lived in 7 countries including Afghanistan and traveled to over 100 other counties in the past 20 years alone. I've lost many close friends and have experienced enough to haunt any quiet moment. Looking back, I wouldn't have had it any other way - Though I often ask myself why me?

DMT might be the key to unlock meaning, to help me understand or least come to terms with my life. I'm still working, presently based in Jakarta. Promising acacia species seem to be here though I have yet to find them - Acacia confusa, Acacia floribunda, Acacia pycnantha and others. Though admittedly, I haven't really had the time look.

I'd love to meet up anyone in the neighborhood with botanical insights for this city.

Warm welcome friend.

That sounds pretty amazing and exciting, living in so many different countries, being immersed in so many different cultures. Where was your favorite destination to live and why? How long were you there?

Have you done any other psychedelics in the past? If yes, which ones? What were your thoughts on them.

Wishing you luck in both your journey for meaning as well as tracking down various acacia in your area.

One love

Thank you for the welcome

My experience with psychedelics were in the part of my life that is now just a blur. LSD lasted far to long and I didn't find it "fun", which was what I was after at the time. Shrooms didn't make enough of impression on me that I am able to remember it now. I do remember building up a tolerance quickly - and again at the time, I was intent on charging head first into stupid - though now I see it as necessary part of my personal development.

This probably sounds odd here, but what I need now is more clarity.

I really don't have a favorite place that I've lived. Everywhere in the developing world has its challenges and charms and what I learned is that people everywhere are good and care about same things. Being able to work, feed their family, send their children to school and being take care of their dead, is at the top for most to be happy. In the last 20 years, I've never lived in one place for more than two years, that seems to be my limit.

Being one that finds clarity in DMT (from extraction to ingestion), I don't find that odd at all .

Hahaha, is that your limit due to boredom or new opportunities?

It's good to meet and talk with you.

One love

I like change, so two years in one place in plenty.