Hello folks! I have been a pretty dedicated psychedelic researcher; clandestine, of course, since 2001. I have been many different places, on many different rides. But a few years ago, I had a few experiences, that, to be honest, terrified me.... High quality, responsibly sourced LSD, just too high of a dose, too many years of trauma not dealt with, and not the proper settings... I had a revelation in the midst of all of this. If I did not have the dedication to grow my own medicinal plants, and the like. Then my mind would no longer be expanded.... I would no longer take from others, I would only provide! And so started my abstinence. An abstinence that has now lasted 2.5 years. When the feelings of the need-of-sacrament started to creep back in, I began doing some real reading. In the 6 months since I began reading, I have put together a plan, and began to implement it. I now have over 20 different variations of shamanic plant seeds, including different fungi, cacti, trees,herbs and even a few amphibians (A matter that I wish I had done a bit more research on before I had done, as I now have a Bufo Alvarius and a Phyllomedusa Bicolor). I am aware now that these were not the best ideas as an animal lover, but I confess that I sometimes do not think things through before I act, so please be gentle, as I know I am kind of a jerk, but at this point, I cannot release them into the area I live due to extreme cold winters. But I digress. So that all being said, I am very close to being ready to have a rewiring experience. For those who have had Bufo Alvarius in captivity, what would be a responsible age to wait until? I do not plan on doing this many times, but I wanted to experience it at least once from "the horse's mouth". The plants I do plan on studying and testing pretty extensively, but the animals are less for use, and more as a symbol. If you are still reading, thanks, and as I asked before, please do go easy on me, as hindsight is the only vision I attain that is 20/20.
May we continue to be blessed