I've noticed that when I use dmt of late, I'm not getting closed eye journeys. It's almost like the only way I can experience it now is with open eye visuals.

I did take a month break to see how it would change, but nada. When I close my eyes it just feels like I'm missing out.

Before, I'd take a hit, and you know how it goes, a slight shudder, things start to break and naturally your eyes just close and you're on your way. I've not had that for a long time.

Don't get me wrong, it's not bad, but it feels like I'm missing part of the experience. I still get the at peace feeling at least.

Anyone else have similar change in dynamic?

Bout two days ago I finally assembled my direct e mesh and started up journeys again. First time using this as well. Feel like my breathwork needs improvement. I try to take one big toke but can't seem to hold it for long. Tends to get hot and I cough it out sometimes. My aegis solo setting is 400 f or 204 c. Ended up doing multiple tokes. 20 second intervals. Unknown amount of hits. First day I got quite close to take off but sadly no a go. head felt really heated up after many tries so I waited for tomorrow to do it again. Tried again the following day and Same thing. Today I took only 35 mg and even less of an experience.

First two days I definitely went way over 35 mg. Most people say there isn't a tolerance but I definitely get one. It's crazy to think people could get back to back breakthroughs. I'm aiming for a breakthrough with true sacred geometry and leaving my body feeling with ego death. I've achieved this once with a GVG. It's been kinda hard to get back there.

Maybe a week or two ago I got what I could only call was a sub-breakthrough. You enter this tardigrade esc place. Things feel cellular. Not cosmic. Still deciding on waiting a week or two. Possibly a month. Don't want to abuse this substance but I really want to push through the other side again.

I don't quite know what dosage I need to get where I need. First breakthrough on a GVG I just loaded it up and took as much as possible. I tend to be an eye baller when it comes to loading

However with the direct e mesh I've been checking my measurements.

I found the direct emesh worked well initially and I was getting breakthroughs left and right consistently. After a while the method was not working great, the box mod stopped heating consistently, spice would melt and drip through rather than vape.i tried tonnes of alternate ways to make emesh work, but could never get it to do the same thing. Cleaned the RDA, tried different meshes, power mode, tcr everything. I think I probably wasted a gram or two trying to force it.

So I've been experimenting with e juice and this has been by far the most consistent method of smashing through, though you just can't measure the dose. It can be a fine line between breakthrough and total obliteration. Though I'm finding that perhaps that's not a bad thing, at least it's consistently not the waiting room. If you're an eyeballs, this might not frighten you. You can also temper your joice to a potency you feel is right eg. 1:2, 1:4, or if youre batshit crazy 1:1. Just make sure your friends dont accidentally pick up the vape for a toke.

With regards to heat, I recommend a bent glass drip tip. Dissipates some of the heat and doesn't feel hot at all then if you move to e juice, you may fine it usefully for limiting spitback.

Just to clarify the break through still happen, but only when I hit a massive dose and I can't tell if my eyes are open or closed

I'll let a week go by and try again, next two weeks and so forth. also I ordered the bent glass drip tip because the one I use is small as hell and probably doesn't help. The thing about the GVG is I get to see how much I inhale and I can't right now with the direct e mesh. Thank you for the recommendation! I gotta find how long I need to wait till tolerance stops. I definitely wasted a few grams trying to go to hyperspace.

If weighing out an accurate dose of 35 or maybe 45 doesn't work I'm just going to eyeball like how I did with the GVG. Load as much as I can on the mesh and hopefully I'll find that breakthrough I'm looking for again. Sounds crazy but It got me there.

I use Gordo Tek extraction and I don't think I have a purity problem with my DMT, Looks pure white to me. I think about recrystallizing sometimes to maybe see if it would help. Haven't looked into seeing if how much I'd lose would make up for purer product yet.

Sacred geometry, ego death, losing my body, flying through dimensions, the feeling of being home again.

I seek this once more.

*raises hand*

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=77318

along side the visuals of DMT I too have noticed The lack of visuals before a takeoff.

Thanks for linking your thread naepius!

It helped me figure out that as far as waiting long periods of time the visuals don't seem to come back after long breaks without DMT. I too am quite fond and accustomed to these visuals however not the main reason for taking DMT. It's sad to think I may not see them again but that's okay. The breakthrough is what I cherish most.

Great to read this from some others! I've been wanting to bring this up for discussion. Who experience this and why is it.

Does anyone know if regular users of ayahuasca have the same experience?