I used my direct emesh to do 30mg white DMT, and while I can’t remember if I broke through I definitely lost connection with my physical body for a couple of minutes. I got hit with some extreme geometry and flashing shapes but instead of struggling against it like I had in the past I embraced it and soon after I experienced multiple entities and kaleidoscopic patterns. Oddly enough the entities kept trying to hand me what looked like wrapped Christmas packages. Bright ribbons and bows, but I didn’t have any way to accept them because I didn’t have any hands or arms. Near the end of the trip once I was able to control my body again I held out my arms (eyes still closed) and I said “I know you can’t actually give these to me physically but thank you so much!”. When I opened my eyes my environment was bathed in a beautiful blue hue from the video I had playing on my TV.

It was this snow/winter ambiance video:

https://youtu.be/VIYHOb6vQ20

I had the audio turned off though and was instead listening to track from the album “Disney goes Classical” on my Echo Studio.

I’ve never felt such positive love and emotion.