Did a little experiment once upon a time..
I keep an intention book, for all journeys.
I write what I intend to happen for the trip and then I blast off.
In this entry I wrote that I wanted to speak to a friend who has just passed away in the last year and my brother in law who died of an overdose 4 years ago.

BACKSTORY
I had a lucid dream 10 years ago about my brother in law ,before I had even known him, asked me if I wanted to know how it felt to die. He pulled me out of my body and it felt like the most intense, blissful experience I have ever had. He told me that after death is absolute freedom to be or do anything we want. YOU KNOW classic lucid dream stuff. I have also talked to my DEAD grandmother in dreams and whenever we hug the same phenomenon takes place.

After smoalking a high dose of DMT I immediately start getting auditory hallucinations and very MILD visuals which to me is very uncharacteristic of dmt. I felt like my friends were immediately messing with me just like I imagined they would, and I laughed.They told me how I was an idiot and everyone already knew the secrets that dmt conveyed and I was someone in the world that would need reminded of the truth, and I laughed some more. They began to get very serious and explained everything that I was doing wrong with my life and told me what was truly important, especially considering my immediate family at home. I was then shown how they could rip me from my body and again I was immediately sent to that blissful realm that my dead friend had showed me in a dream 10 years prior. I am a very skeptical person and dont hold very many beliefs at all. I'm aware that phenomenon in my mind is the nature of reality so this experience was both very meaningful to me and one in which I would try to experience again. PEACE AND LOVE! will report back with further trips

Thank you for sharing this!

I have had some similar themes in my journeys too.

I recently got the feeling that I know enough about the cosmic secrets and going deeper right now would mostly be an appeal to my vanity rather than true spiritual quest. I have received a lots of insights on how a good life should look like and how I should strive for it. This has left me perplexed, since I'm very aware of what's wrong, but fixing things is also very difficult.

Do you feel that you have been able to steer your life into right direction after what has been told to you?

I cant fix the bigger issues, yet. I am able to work on my personality flaws and my shadow aspects of my unconscious behavior. What DMT and other psychedelics do for me is seriously miraculous. I am able to step out of my self and view everything as a collective whole, ALL ONE. I am able to look at my self from every angle and see every flaw, and accept the good and bad. This allows me to make constructive changes. It really hard to not give everything up and become a person who gives his whole life to the service of others after a good trip. I look at everything with a deep reverence because deep down I know that I am everything. I do not mean this in an egotistical sense either but I know deep down at the very beginning and the in end we are all the same. This is the deepest truth about psychedelic reality and should be remembered by all.