I feel this post...its confusing at first BUT...Every time I take shrooms at some point I'm like...what is that feeling...but what the hell is even feeling? And what are these questions? what's a question?...what's questioning? What's happiness what's pain? What's real...what even is reality? What are words? No word makes any sense but what is ''making sense''? How can I question without words? What is how? What is what? what is is? etc etc
But that's the best thing in life, realizing nothing is real! Once this is acknowledged you focus on the right stuff. Love and peace and personal growth. You deal a lot better with bad things. When a good feeling comes you hold on to it more. Nothing means anything so you start doing things you didn't have the balls to do. You stop caring about people's judgment, you do you and cant care a little bit about what others think. You realize failure to achieve a goal means nothing and it becomes much easier to get over it and move on to the next. Death stop being scary. You become more patient. Pain becomes nothing, you still feel it but it means nothing. Relationships become lighter and more pleasurable because whatever happens its the present moment that counts cuz not even time is real, things like self doubt and jealousy disappear because they really stop meaning anything. Trips become easier to handle. You realize addiction, anxiety, depression, fear aren't real either. Understanding the nothingness of life is total liberation from your attachment to this realm of ''reality'' and all the bad stuff that comes with it.
no reality = freedom
I guess it helps that I never believed in ''reality'' so it was less of a shock, but I believe anyone can only benefit from this realization. IMHO