ive been sitting on some mhrb for years and finally extracted using the q21 tek. i also had a gvg that i bought for it, but never used it. now that technology has changed, i still dont think ill use it thanks to the vaporizing emesh method!
this was my second time vaping using the emesh method (thank you Propello/Aum shanti
).
the first time i started with 15mg and exhaled too early and got some mild OEVs no CEVs. i coughed out the vapor as things were starting to get weird.
this time was completely different. i started with 20mg with the intent to breakthrough and i held my breath while looking at at timer to make sure i hit at least 20 secs before exhaling. as the 20sec mark reached i could feel my visual field changing and by the time i wasnt able to hold my breath anymore, my field of vision exploded into a bright orange and red psychedelic matrix. there was a holographic blob made of the same colors rotating in the middle and i could see it all around me to infinity. my mind was blown.
it did however feel like a familiar space like - i had been there before (*mushrooms, LSD, mescaline, and ayahuasca in Iquitos) and i was ready to explore more. though the effect wore off quite quickly and when i opened my eyes i could see the room wavy and moving around like you would normally see while tripping.
very grateful to have had the experience. i was also quite nervous and finally wrote a note to my self 'everything will be okay' and 'please teach me, i want to see and i want to learn' to help calm my nerves and set my intentions. i find this helps from previous experiences in case anyone is looking for a way to easy the tension before taking a trip.
while it was an amazing 2nd experience, im not sure if i broke through. i didnt meet or see anyone or interact with any intelligence (it was primarily visual) and i was totally aware of where i was.
what do you guys think? im thinking if i have to ask the question i didnt
