Welcome Psychonaut420. I got some a couple of years ago and found it so helpful. Then I read that if you can bake a cake you can extract Dmt......
I love to share it with my friends and sometimes random strangers. I'm an ex addict too and had more than a generous share of trauma the past 6 years or so. I've had the privilege on 2 occasions to witness DMT rewire the brain so someone going cold turkey had no withdrawal symptoms, dosing at 15 to 25mg 3 or so times a day for a week. Blew my mind that did.
Enjoy the forum there is much to see here.
Factory reset, reboot, UnFuck yourself.
Have you seen the movie Tenet? I saw it next week it's brilliant!