Anybody ever had the experience of where the reigns of the cosmos are handed to you, nay thrust apon you, (i mean you wanted this right, cosmic control), and it is up to you to safely guide this mighty vessel of all, what would you do, if every thought and action and emotion instantly changed by reflection the very nature of this universe you have been given responsibility to guide. can you guide and shape it in your highest of ideals, when the slightest stray thought of negative emotion or fear sends this universe into chaos and you have to fight against these stray temptations of fear and suffering to stay aligned on the right path of universal love that you "know" is the way, because if you were in charge thats how you would want it, right? and i mean you have an (what seems like) and endless amount of time to get it right, but remember its all in your care so every action has a reaction. anyone else find the idea of that task a bit daunting but undeniably thrilling, i mean thats a lot of pressure for a one tiny human, i know i sort of ask for it but... damn!

good thing iv been there before so i remember how to steer the territory, but ummmm.... i just wanted to see some colors, shapes and pictures, you know just fly low this session (its a f**king monday night man!), but sometimes it all just clicks and you might as well make the most of it....

I think I know what you are talking about.

It's quite frightening to look into that way of being from this side, where the ego is still in control. It's really schizophrenic, an enlightened and an ignorant being living in me side by side.

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Well, perhaps this could get you started...

http://www.time.com/time...e/0,8599,1880784,00.html


Use the Force, Luke.




I have glimsped the underworkings of the universe, shown geometry that prevents the universe from imploding at the molecular level, seen impossible connections between the most minute particles galaxies apart. But No. Thankfully I have not yet come to power. I still have to figure out these Lincoln Logs...




Namaste,


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haha nice force trainer toy Espiridion, its got to be hilarious to watch people play with those things.




yeah its a weird state, somewhere iv ended up sometimes on extreme doses of LSD except those lasted a lot longer, whats interesting is this launch took me straight there, i could watch as my psyche ripped past the different layers, as if it had a place to be and couldent be distracted till we got there, sraight to this state of being....

..... and whats weird is i recognized it from past explorations, and it was the same state, it just clicks....

...in reflection its so beutifully dillusional. but its so wonderful i cant help it, it feels like training.....

this is an extreme state, one i very rarely get to go to. but every time as its happening i recognize it and whats interesting to me is i have all the tools and tricks from previous cosmic dances at my disposal as if because i earned them there they are there for me to use in this state of being... creation at my finger tips....

It can be so beautiful, so cosmically harmonious, when it all just clicks and flows, into the all and everything, nourishing, healing, growing and evolving until it all circles back and greets me with loving reverberations, as we sail through the cosmos, life and love steaming out like a comets tail, harmonizing and flowing on that dance of cosmic exuberance and joy....... ahhh... good times...



"Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world...."