Hello,
I've been lurking here for a long time, and I'm just coming down from my first experience with changa.
Before I had this breathtaking experience, I was in a pretty negative mindset. The extraction didn't yield as much as it could have (only around 1% with cyb's max ion tek), and I had little trust that the changa I made even "worked".
Well, I was wrong. Wrong in the best possible way, and I'm very happy now.
I broke through. Multiple times. I experienced an entity, some kind of wild force of nature. Every time, I realized, that that entity was me. I AM THIS FORCE. I am one with the universe. Only I can decide to take things into my hands, and make happen all the things I wish to happen. I can't "lay back and experience the ride", I have to actually do the riding. I do not know how to express sufficient gratitude for having been shown this deep, fundamental truth in so clear and overwhelming a way. This was one of the best lessons I have ever learned.
We all owe it to the universe to make something of it. Not at the cost of others, and of what could be, but together, as one. Because we actually are one.
I apologize if the above seems rambly and incoherent. English is not my first langauge, and I'm still under the influence.
S.
Life is beautiful. It really is. I am often cynical and dismissive, but I ought not to be. Thank you