Hi everybody

I finally did it! I had a bad trip!

Yesterday i went to a beautiful place outside with my favourite music and
my trusted e-mesh setup.
In my stupidity i didn´t turn of the device the last time i used it.
So the settings changed completly without me knowing.

When i arrived at my spot i loaded the mesh and started to vape.
It was way too hot and what would have been a bt dose turned into a nightmare.
The second the vapor hit my mouth my spit turned into a big harry.
But i was tripping so hard it felt like the air turned into foam.
So i felt like i couln´t breath and my lungs are filled with this foam.
I used this batch of dimi a few times now with no problems (2 times re x)but this time the only thing in my head was that i did sth. wrong with the extraction and i am going to die now.
My heart was racing and i tried to spit the harry out.
At no point i was in danger physically but i seriously was never that scared in my life.
And everything felt terrible. The music was driving me insane the sound of the birds the bodyload
it was just not right. After only 1 minute i could breath but i was unable to get up
or enjoy what was left of the trip. I was just sitting there waiting for it to stop.
This was the first time i tripped sober. Usually i use a little mj to get in a light
psycedelic mind state.
5 mins later i was fine but i wanted revenge! I didn´t have the oppurtunity but i will today.
I never had a bad experience in my life but now i know how it feels.
When i came home it was like it never happened and i even got a nice after glow but holy ....
that was intense.

Anyways don´t choke on your loogies and have a gud one!!!

Ouch I hate it when that happens! Glad you are okay.

Definitely sounds terrifying. My first bad trip messed me up for a while. Made me paranoid to trip again. That passes though with time, anyways good luck today and hopefully things go better 👍

it definetly throws you off a little but i refuse to not trip.
Lately it helped me alot every now and then.
I think i should have rested a little after that long hike.
I will report back tommorrow and hopefully have a nice little trip report.

Have a gud one

Yep, I've had a couple of these. Spooky, but when you can look back and laugh you know you're in good spirits.

20 minutes later it was like it never happened.

But yesterday i wanted to get back there and have a wonderful experience.
I had the day for myself and decided to make peace with the spice.
First plan was to do a large amount of cannabis followed up by some 4 aco dmt.
The weed hit me so hard that i only took half the amount of the 4 aco planned.
I later wanted to vape some DMT but the trip was very gentle and fun and i decided to
leave it at that.

I didn´t have much visuals but it was cool to be able to write down things and take sth. home
from the experience. The chemical psycedelics are cool but i have to start using
mushrooms more. Sadly i don´t have the space but i will definetly grow them
myself one day.
I was always going for the bigger doses in psycedelics but i am really starting to like a light trip
here and there.

Anyways have a gud one

It's interesting the circumstances around this. It solidifies a little more a suspicion I have that DMT-oxide is rather nasty stuff, or at least can be, and may be the ol "hyperslapper" itself. Someone with a better grasp on these things could help, but I wonder if some residue combined with the higher heat could have oxidized. I'm probably totally off-base and just me grasping at reasons for getting the crap knocked out of me psychically by a drug enough to have a fear of the substance- a healthy one.

I say this because the one time I had a harrowing trip on the stuff, and it was actually kind of traumtic for me- I wish I was OK 20 minutes later, but I was just in shock and awe. This happened after a friend and I had shared a pipe a few times already back and forth, throwing more in each time, and I kind of torched it the last time and was...gone. Alien surgery tables, geometric Kali stomping "me" to shreds, even aviator-shade wearing MIBs in a weird helicopter coming to "rescue" me, man it was messed up, and I remembered it all. But I think this happened because of possibly oxidized residue. We had also smoked some raw rue seeds, but that was almost two hours before this and the effect was gone.

IDK, that trip is responsible for the heeby-jeebies i get when i consider that big jar of enhanced leaf...

But yeah, it hasn't stopped me, it's some seriously strange and awesome stuff.

When i came back home i felt really bad. But my girlfriend was in front of our house with
her niece. I had no choice but to be happy.
When i get hurt skateboarding i get up and try again.
That´s why i tripped the next day and sorted it out but i am definetly a little more careful
now. DMT is truly magical. It can put you back on track or kick you in the nuts.

And the DMT-oxide just feels totally different. I always had nice trips but one time
it was also a little challenging. And that was in a dirty pipe with alot of residue.
I never knew how bad it can taste and how harsh the smoke can get.
Now i know. Lesson was learned.

I just hope nobody saw me crawling around spitting, with pupils as big as can be.

I hope you people have a great weekend and don´t get abducted by aliens