Hi Clop. The true beauty of tripping balls is that, eventually, when we come back down, we can really have an appreciation as to the magnitude of correct wiring connections that allows us to sense the world where we live now in a way that mostly makes sense.

Things don't wobble so much.

Sights, sounds, tastes and emotions are more or less understandable and so very beautiful.

Consider then for a moment that there could well be an intelligent, if slightly sadistic, design behind all this that we have for such a brief and terrible, incredibly pleasurable moment.

It must have taken some real hard work to lay down the initial code that allows all our molecules to function together in a way that can coherently decipher light, sound, physical and emotional sensations. (If there is indeed no intelligence behind this development that somehow mutated unstable quarks into you and me then that is even more incredible and worth a bit more of our patience).

Some altered states have hurt my brain so much that the only thing that got me through was the belief that sooner or later I would be able to compute and process my surroundings with the help of that wonderful code again.

It might well have taken 14 billion years to write this code and even if it is still in the pre-alpha stage, overflowing with bugs and balancing issues, it is a true masterpiece and could be the greatest labour of love ever created.

I would strongly urge anyone who would listen to me not to pull the plug on that system. Perhaps at the very worst case, just repeatedly mash Alt-f4 and ctrl-alt-delete until something boots back up.

The circuits will fry themselves beyond repair eventually and without that incredible code....well... trying to process all this data could be really, really terrible. Quite possibly for eternity.

This ^^^ Please do not entrust your life to what you have listened to from a UTUBE guru/life coach/celebrity. Most of them are just self centred narcisists. And i would definitely not trust the words of a narcissist who had just taken DMT or 5MEO dmt each day for 30 days as i do not think that it is conducive to any kind of critical thinking. I went 15 minutes into that video and red flags were waving all over the place for me.



And this^^ Clop, I don't know how old you are but if you were to suicide it is sure that you will leave people behind that will be devastated.

You should realize the OP is hardly ever answering any constructive question, such as what their diagnosis is.

Many people are trying to help so the thread already grew for four pages, and it’s almost always on the top of the forum.

I believe it should be deleted or closed.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Games_People_Play_(book)

But what would be Alt-f4 hahaha

The key binding? I am not sure. Everyone uses a slightly different keyboard. But everyone does have an Alt F4 and task manager somewhere.

The function? To close down all processes that are not responding correctly. If necessary right the way back to a factory reset. We, most of us at least, all start with a functioning operating system. Over time we fill our HDD with data, attempted new code and viruses.


Somewhere deep in those endless terabytes something can get corrupted very easily. It's just a matter of fixing, tweaking or otherwise deleting the rubbish. Once a more clean and stable OS has resumed everything just seems a whole lot better.


I would start with a really deep disk clean and defrag

The key binding? I am not sure. Everyone uses a slightly different keyboard. But everyone does have an Alt F4 and task manager somewhere.

The function? To close down all processes that are not responding correctly. If necessary right the way back to a factory reset. We, most of us at least, all start with a functioning operating system. Over time we fill our HDD with data, attempted new code and viruses.


Somewhere deep in those endless terabytes something can get corrupted very easily. It's just a matter of fixing, tweaking or otherwise deleting the rubbish. Once a more clean and stable OS has resumed everything just seems a whole lot better.


I would start with a really deep disk clean and defrag

Cool analogy since I'm a programmer. hahaha. Initially I saw ur alt-f4 as meaning to put an end, but didn't understand on what

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtTUsOKjWyQ

I believe that u don't help. And who are u to say if some people here are helping. They are. There are some pretty good and solid comments here. If u doesn't to read it, just don't come here.

And i find the idea of there being a "highest truth" a little misleading.

Oh! Hold on a minute! I was wrong. I've just discovered this little gem . My life is now complete! I take back everything i said Leo. You are the messiah...

You should realize the OP is hardly ever answering any constructive question, such as what their diagnosis is.

Many people are trying to help so the thread already grew for four pages, and it’s almost always on the top of the forum.

I believe it should be deleted or closed.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Games_People_Play_(book)

. I had a dmt breakthrough during which I was instructed never to take a life, mine or anyone else's. It is precious, a gift, the most valuable thing there is.

Although I might be more accepting of porn and hedonism than you are, we might come to a similar conclusion.

For starters:
* I consider porn good
* I consider sex and porn on drugs awesome
* I get in a quite sexual mood on mushrooms and pharma onset

But, it doesn’t work.

Soon after the mushrooms or pharma kicks in, I have no reason to watch it. Once or twice it was interesting for a while, but that’s gone.

I mean, Hindu gods fighting wars with demons on my wall when I take mushrooms. Snakes and who knows what kind of creatures are moving inside the floor and the walls.

On pharma, I don’t see snakes or Hindu gods with open eyes, but the last thing I would want to watch is my computer screen.

So, although I can’t see anything wrong with watching porn, and I don’t think such thing as "issue with porn" exist in the first place, I don’t understand why one would do it more than once or twice on psychedelics.

Even on a mushroom trip, which can have a more sexual onset than a pharma trip, there is a point from where you don’t need anything. No music, no movies, no food, no porn. All you need is you, and a bit of water.