Greetings Nexus -

During my last few sessions, I have repeatedly been denied entry into hyperspace despite numerous successful ventures under my belt over the last few months. I'm not so much looking for answers as to why it happens, as I'm fully aware that there are several factors that can be contributing to my recent failures (one night there was some MDMA consumption, one time maybe too much to drink, etc).

My question is what happens to you personally when you get shut out of hyperspace? I've had a few odd experiences.

During my last attempt, I prepared the normal herb-spice-herb sandwich and successfully finished my bowl in three hits. I knew it was properly consumed because my OEV's were dramatic (squishing and distorting everything in the room) and the carrier buzz was ever-present. When I closed my eyes, I saw a brief glimpse of the tunnel into hyperspace in all its vibrance, but a black curtain or something/someone blocked my vision. A blue flowing, watery pattern eventually emerged from the blackness and it seemed to be offering me a back way into hyperspace, or so I thought. I could feel what I perceived as water flowing over me and it carried me/I followed it into a canyon and it just dumped me there. And then that was it - just some blackness again.

I'm in the process of taking a long break and trying again to see if that alleviates it. I hope I didn't get some kind of perma-ban. I just wanted to share some thoughts on what happens when we get barred from the next dimension.

Thanks a lot, looking forward to communicating with you.

I reckon if you drank some caapi tea before hand and then puffed on 100-150mg of changa and held your hits in close to 20 seconds each...you wouldn't really be around to be so analytical ;]
Then when you come back you can look around at this world that's been transformed and ponder the oblivion you were just folded up into.
Don't mix caapi and mdma, though.
So, basically, puff more, absorb longer, consume vine. cheers!

I only seem to be able to achieve a solid breakthrough maybe every second or third time I smoke the stuff. More than anything else, I attribute this to the difficulty of really administering a large enough quantity of the drug before I'm too spaced out to successfully smoke any more. (You all know what I'm talking about - exhaling the second hit, watching your pipe turn into a hyperdimensional entity, desperately trying to locate the bowl so you can get that third hit, but failing - only to be tauntingly pulled toward the veil over hyperspace and pushed back again just before you really get a chance to see what's behind... )

I don't know why I don't go ahead and order some caapi - I'm sure it'd be an immense help. Well, actually, I do know why - laziness and cheapness. It's no excuse however.

I did have a fairly exciting success with a combination of sniffed and smoked DMT crystal once. I had a clumsy moment when loading up my pipe, and spilled a good 50 milligrams or so onto my computer keyboard. I figured the only way to salvage it was to roll up a post-it and sniff the powder out from between the keys. After five minutes or so I was experiencing some mild closed-eye fractal imagery, and a general psychedelic headspace, meanwhile I'd been loading up another bowl in the pipe. When I judged I'd likely plateaued on the nasal dose I smoked the bowl, and while not the most earth-shattering breakthrough I've ever had, it was easily the longest and most visual. The "twin hyperspace goddesses" that I witnessed made for the only DMT visual that I can still recall clear as day today, and could likely render them with pen and paper if anyone asked me to (make no mistake however, I'm no artist ).

I think your perspective is incorrect.

I have never been DENIED entry by the entities however I have failed to launch myself to their realm.

When I am unable to reach my destination, I reflect and meditate for a couple days.

That's a good point, smoke. I didn't consider it that way because one experience definitely had the feeling that I was barred from entering. Could be my own self getting in the way.

Anyhow, after a few days off and some better preparation (breathing, meditating, etc) I've been able to achieve some mixed results. One night also tried a cap of Rue extract before puffing. Holy cow. Now I know why people say that stuff is toxic.