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Ok so I just came back from a nightmare I think. Well it was cool but scary as heck. Everything was like Legos and kept duplicating. Like it was like a my fingers were falling off and blocks breaking like real Legos. I saw my cat walk right through my hand like I am so freaked out and amazed and I don't know I think I had a panic attack or something I tried to scream and I am having a hard time processing this real hard I am shaking. Is this normal?
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Sleep paralysis? From DMT trip? I am not sure, I had just come back to reality when I posted this. I had to get it out there to try and compute what happened and I was really freaked out. I thought for a minute that I was going to be stuck there. Like I really starting questioning reality and what is reality. Is this real or is this just a concept of me or some sort of matrix or Alice's wonderland or I don't know, but I have never had such a profound experience, not that I am a veteran of spice as I have only used a few times. The first time was very humbling and freaky yet surreal. This time was on a whole new level. I am still processing this. Man I have the upmost respect for this wonderful molecule. I thank you for your response though. Is there like any live like chat rooms or something to go to to like have human interaction when freaking out or need help coming back. I live alone with a cat and not many people who I can converse with this about who knows the experience of psychedelics and won't think I am bat shit crazy.
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roscoe1228 wrote:Sleep paralysis? From DMT trip? I am not sure, I had just come back to reality when I posted this. I had to get it out there to try and compute what happened and I was really freaked out. I thought for a minute that I was going to be stuck there. Like I really starting questioning reality and what is reality. Is this real or is this just a concept of me or some sort of matrix or Alice's wonderland or I don't know, but I have never had such a profound experience, not that I am a veteran of spice as I have only used a few times. The first time was very humbling and freaky yet surreal. This time was on a whole new level. I am still processing this. Man I have the upmost respect for this wonderful molecule. I thank you for your response though. Is there like any live like chat rooms or something to go to to like have human interaction when freaking out or need help coming back. I live alone with a cat and not many people who I can converse with this about who knows the experience of psychedelics and won't think I am bat shit crazy. There is chat room up there on the top of the page ^ Also it seems like you just had very strong DMT experience  Hope you are doing well.
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Welcome aboard Roscoe..........It’s a disorienting experience the first few times for sure. Keep your eyes closed is a good place to start if or when you decide to dip another toe in the water so to speak. Take some time to reflect and don’t push it if you’re scared or uncomfortable Safe travels  At the center of this existence, it is everything and nothing, all of us and each of us and none of us. My light is now lit, and it cannot be extinguished.
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Thanks for the replies much appreciated and yeah I probably should have mentioned I was coming down lol. I am not scared, I have more questions though for sure. I was questioning reality or my sanity for a bit. I usually do keep my eyes closed, but when stuff started transforming into Lego blocks it was cool, until I turned into Legos. That's when it started to get interesting, but super intense. It went from 1to 5 and then 100000 miles a minute. My cat brought me back to reality, it was almost as if he knew something was up and I saw this Lego cat strolling over and now that I think of it, that's when my fingers fell off as I tried to pet him. My arm was at that 90° angle like Lego men. He hopped up on couch right behind me purring and I guess comforting me it felt like. I am still questioning this. Just glad to have a place where people won't think I'm completely crazy lol.
Thanks again for your replies and assistance.
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You win my friend, that story is priceless.........those first times are so amazingly beautiful and unique....the first cubism moment is something I experienced in a different way but it blew me away and remains one of my favorite dmt trips- Everything melted and ran down an invisible drain in the center of the room right after that happened for me At the center of this existence, it is everything and nothing, all of us and each of us and none of us. My light is now lit, and it cannot be extinguished.
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Yeah I'm still like in awe, speechless. Cubism, that is an awesome way to describe it. I still trying to get a grip. Visions are one thing, but the other senses, I felt a remote with smooth curves morph into a sort of weird plastic, look up the cabinets are the sort of same color but off, super like sort of shiny fake plastic wood. The angles were perfect right angles. The thing that really amazes me is that you sit there and watch it happen in real time, up close and personal and then go ohhh shit. I by really wonder if it's like a multiverse or other reality, or what determines the type of visual and sensual experience you have? I have a lot of soul searching to and welcome the journey. Thanks for the replies, they're awesome.
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Yes! Yes! I used to get pretty frequently to this cubic dimension.
Sometimes it was inhabited, one of my first trips were in dimension with perfect white cubes and entities were cubic themselves, pouring the liquid of reality through a funnel into a dot of impossible blackness which was a portal to the further outer shell.
Also my strong trips began by reality folding at right angles, twisting into impossible dimensions and into the "oh shiiiiit" type of encounters, sometimes with very interesting inhabitants.
Spice is marvelous and I used to love this kind of intensity trips, though I'd recommend not to get past this dose frequently.
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Seems like you hit the jackpot  Psychedelic drugs don´t change you, they don´t change your character,
unless you want to be changed. They enable change. They can´t impose it.
Alexander Shulgin
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Yeah I don't plan on getting past that dose often. I have a long ways to go. My mind is, well I'm really not sure where it is, still figuring that out. I have never had such profound experiences and I am trying to wrap my head around this stuff. Very humbling, draining and cleansing in a good way, even though it freaked me out a couple of times and made me question my sanity and reality. Getting off subject but a thought just popped in my head on DMT safety and not operating machinery on DMT. I can barely handle the couch, nevermind a car haha. I'll end it there.
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I visited this place once, very briefly. It wowed me to be sure—and made me feel sick. I think the required dose to see it is quite high because I haven't been able to get back there since that one fateful night. Once at a slightly less brain-melting dose I began to look about the room. Suddenly all the familiar furniture was like space-age technology—sharp angles, shiny, and strangely implaceable. Every time I turned away and looked back it would be different. How wide? How tall? How far away? Who knows?! Another funny observation of mine: this motif of growing from nothing and then falling to pieces seems to manifest whenever I feel uncomfortable or scared in the trip. ("How the cookie crumbles"?) That, and being dragged through a cosmic maze by my ears. Fun times. I don't want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want a clever signature.
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Ive had that happen to, everything became like legoblocks, cars dissolving into leggo blocks, people on there bikes with the blocks floating from there bodies.... Scary shit.. Interesting tho “Close your eyes and let the mind expand. Let no fear of death or darkness arrest its course. Allow the mind to merge with Mind. Let it flow out upon the great curve of consciousness. Let it soar on the wings of the great bird of duration, up to the very Circle of Eternity.”
― Hermes Trismegistus
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The infinite duplicating reminds me of 'The Cosmic Vision' chapter in the Bhagavad Gita, where Arjuna is granted a mystical experience by Krishna. I think it has many similarities with a DMT trip  I found it hugely inspiring to read this book after some intense trips myself. Quote:
Krishna:
Behold, Arjuna, a million divine forms, with an infinite variety of color and shape. Behold the gods of the natural world, and many more wonders never revealed before. Behold the entire cosmos turning within my body, and the other things you desire to see.”
But these things cannot be seen with your physical eyes; therefore I give you spiritual vision to perceive my majestic power.
Sanjaya (narrator):
Having spoken these words, Krishna, the master of yoga, revealed to Arjuna his most exalted, lordly form.
He appeared with an infinite number of faces, ornamented by heavenly jewels, displaying unending miracles and the countless weapons of his power. Clothed in celestial garments and covered with garlands, sweet-smelling with heavenly fragrances, he showed himself as the infinite Lord, the source of all wonders, whose face is everywhere.
If a thousand suns were to rise in the heavens at the same time, the blaze of their light would resemble the splendor of that supreme spirit.
There, within the body of the God of gods, Arjuna saw all the manifold forms of the universe united as one. Filled with amazement, his hair standing on end in ecstasy, he bowed before the Lord with joined palms and spoke these words.”
Arjuna:
“O Lord, I see within your body all the gods and every kind of living creature. I see Brahma, the Creator, seated on a lotus; I see the ancient sages and the celestial serpents.
I see infinite mouths and arms, stomachs and eyes, and you are embodied in every form. I see you everywhere, without beginning, middle, or end. You are the Lord of all creation, and the cosmos is your body.
You wear a crown and carry a mace and discus; your radiance is blinding and immeasurable. I see you, who are so difficult to behold, shining like a fiery sun blazing in every direction.
You are the supreme, changeless Reality, the one thing to be known. You are the refuge of all creation, the immortal spirit, the eternal guardian of eternal dharma.
You are without beginning, middle, or end; you touch everything with your infinite power. The sun and moon are your eyes, and your mouth is fire; your radiance warms the cosmos.
O Lord, your presence fills the heavens and the earth and reaches in every direction. ”
"The hero's counterpart is the demon of resistance."
- Stanislav Grof
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