Hello, I'm a new member I'm a student in school currently. I've had other psychedelic experiences but, nothing such as DMT. I tried n-nDMT for the first time twice last night. I have been trying to extract DMT myself but, I've always been really sketched out of getting caught. I've been intrigued with this for over a year. My friend who finally synthesized it gave me a small amount. He guided me through it all. I haven't seen him since christmas break and he showed me how to last night. The first time I didn't breakthrough I guess I was just afraid at first it happened so fast I assumed I was about to breakthrough. I waited 2 hours before another go. I think I broke through I'm still not certain. It was completely different from my first time. This time I felt as I was being shot. I was told 4 minutes went by, but as I have researched this was not how long it felt. It felt much longer I thought I was there for a hour. It's hard to describe. As I closed my eyes I still don't understand what I saw. I'm a religious student . I felt so loved. As I closed my I saw the most beautiful colors all so fast with geometric patters. Then beautiful white as those who claim the see God describe. I was in utter awe. I then remember opening my eyes and asking how long I've been out and their reply was a little over 4 minutes. I then looked at my close friend and he appeared to be green then orange then green again. He took the appearance of a alien like what's portrayed on tv. I then looked at his other friend and so did he. I took a huge amount of water as I was extremely thirsty and it looked like the water was also tinted green. I was so thirsty I didn't care. This is a brief description of what I experienced. Do you guess believe I broke through? He said it looked like I broke through but, I was so confused with what was reality I still don't know what to believe. It completely changed the way I think and I hope to experience it again. I have a small amount and plan to eventually extract it myself instead of relying on my friend to give it to me. I feel I should have the discipline to extract it myself because of how amazing this was instead of relying on my friend although he does not care. He wanted me to finally experience what he has been. Anyway I'm new here and just wanted to share that with you guys

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It was, I mean I feel as if I did breakthrough my problem was that I compared it to others. I feel as if I truly got the experience I wanted although I didn't see any beings. I felt as I didn't need to actually see a being but, there was something there. Similar to how people describe near death experience and report seeing the white light. I felt the love of someone and was the experience was so profound I couldn't grasp it all. I will definitely on actually trying to breakthrough and just go with it. It is legal where I live and I will definitely get around to extracting harmala. Thank you for your input, it really makes me feel much more welcome.

I felt like due to my knowledge on the 10 commandments; I am required to fix my mistake due to the severity based off of circumstances like posting digitally where it can't be deleted. I realize how my words influence other members on this forum.
I still realize people with bad intentions will more than likely see this but, if anything I don't believe God would be mad for me attempting to fix my mistake by following the 10 commandments which I believe were brought to us for guidance.


The lies go in order following the post.
1. I don't know if it was n-n dmt or n-dmt or something else. ((extracirricular) i closed my eyes and didn't open them
maybe out of will maybe out of loss of bodily control idk i don't want to think about it. )
2. I didn't get it gifted.
3. Technically he wasn't a friend because I don't know who synthesized my first batch of dmt/(dmt combination).
4. He was never there to guide me through it as far as I'm aware.
5. I don't remember how long I waited all I want to remember is I read it would require an hour.
5. I said I felt like I was being shot, through a cannon not like being penetrated by a projectile.
6. I don't remember how long they told me I was out but, I am estimating he said it was between 1-15 min.
7. I actually didn't have a small amount enough to consider a small amount. I gave the rest to the two people
there who guided me through the vaporization process.

To clarify I did see geometric patterns I saw thin rectangles. I'll stop there now that my lies are fixed. It feels good.
The order in which I saw white before the geometric patterns I will leave open to doubt for my safety and others.
I also don't want to dig through my memory but, I don't think he turned orange I think it was only a permanent green as a fourth person was in the room and I think he turned orange and I was frightened and looked away and saw green.