Unfortunately, I still can’t post outside the new members’ area.

(Hello!)

"every life is exactly the same just with superficial differences (but a tiny bend in an infinite timeline in infinite time will make an enormous shift in direction.)"

I can confirm it as I saw it multiple times.

It’s not like how the superstring-theory explains and some people imagine it that "every probability happens in every possible way". No. It’s more like how you described it.

I saw the universe as a multi-dimensional fractal. It looked like tentacles. On the tentacles, there are "bubbles" that are made of worlds in time.

A fractal is a repetition of a similar, but not the same pattern. It can’t be the same otherwise it couldn’t make up a fractal. It’s just "almost" the same. It’s a permutation. The slight differences define the look of the fractal. They define the structure and the style of it.

Another time, I saw a room. It had huge wooden shelves. On the shelves, there were thousands of green jars. They looked like jars in which you would grow mushrooms but they had our world in them. All of them had it inside. They were also not the same but similar.

"But how do we live knowing this is an infinite consciousness, how do we start the shift...how to promote this knowledge so that people can know that this is how you win? And how do we live with this facr of infinite love universe consciousness knowing that it could be a reality but wont be in our lifetime and maybe never?"

I still don’t know how free will could exist. People say it all the time free will exist because it doesn’t. People don’t say pelicans exist because pelicans do exist. That’s why no one has to state it every day they exist.

Free will can exist if there is at least one level of existence that isn’t governed by laws. This may be granted for a single consciousness. Maybe. But then it doesn’t exist on the individual level.

I used to believe that its illusion exists. Lately, I think people believe in it only because they keep telling each other they have it.

thanks for the reply! Cool visions :o I've seen that stuff too!

As for the pelican thing; people dont have to go around saying pelicans exist because there are no deniers of pelicans. But all the world denies free will and responsability, therefore the philosopher or meditator reminds people; over these things you have control, over these
you dont, act acordingly.

That’s interesting. I’ve never met anyone who even understood the idea of having no free will.

Everyone I’ve ever talked about believed they had free will.

(There might have been one exception but we didn’t talk long enough to tell.)

Where do you find the people who don’t believe in it?

(When I say there might no free will, I don’t mean that there are certain situations where you are not free to choose what you would like to do. I mean, no one ever is able to choose in anything. It’s called hard-determinism.)

yes i know what you mean

I think its both, but mixed, so that it is abstract. Its about freedom. How free can one be? thats for each to find out, built on merit. If you consider the state of conscioussness that is infinite, then we see total freedom.

I think the world is asleep, under Maya's spell. deep is the conditioning. Ego driven consciousness. Because its hard to see beyond the illusion. I know what I saw on DMT, what I realized! And the implications are enormous...Life is not quite what we thought it to be. We come out of years of dialectic materialism. Most of the history I study I see deeply conditioned people, culturally conditioned, psychologically infantile, ego driven. The massive brainwashing of all peoples; people living through the ego, for the ego. They are spinning their own wheel, harming themselves and the planet. These are the facts of what has happened to the world. Because of...confusion.

Its an interesting thing we got thinking about here

I think in meditation we see free will. Free mind.

I’m not telling you there is no free will. I don’t know if there is.

I’m only telling you, it would be incompatible with any belief system humans ever invented. Or, at least, almost all of them.

If you take a belief system that consists of two axioms only, then it’s possible—for example, look at the following system. 1. Ice cream is excellent. 2. There is free will.

This system is free of conflict.

However, as soon as the system says anything else, it won’t work. Look at Christianity. God knows what humans will do. So, if there is at least one creature in the Universe who knows what you will do, how could you have a choice?

Look at physics. If you look at classic physics, the world is deterministic. If you look at modern science, then probability means random. Random means chaos. How could chaos be a choice?

If you look at your post, you wrote that time repeats itself. The same thing happens over and over. That’s a perfect definition of hard determinism.

In a way, there is choice, but it’s not what people mean when they say they have it.

The choice is the result of your being, your personality + your state in a given situation. It’s related to you. But, in the same situation, you would make the same choice.

Usually, people understand free will as if they could have decided another way they did. If they could do that, then, for example, time could not repeat itself.

On the other hand, I saw the Universe is alive. It’s changing. So, at least one entity might have freedom.

Maya exists for a reason. It will always exist as it’s the subconscious of Atman. I will write about it soon.

Hello FranLover,

I didn’t believe in spirits. I found it strange when people called aya as "mother". I had dozens of trips that didn’t show me anything like that.

Until today.

I even changed my signature.

I have no words.

It’s true.

Its crazy Anonymous2...
reality is made of magic
magic
magic
magic

♡♡♡

P.S: I see a spurt of creative positive energy in the new signature.

Indeed, it is.

I saw your Jester-thread. So interesting. I called mine the "DMT-Clown". He is one of the few entities I saw who might be he more like than she.

I can’t post there. I’m thinking about a thread where we could list and discuss the entities and symbols we see.

hahaha I met a male and female jester at Limbo travelling towards the light, they both danced infront of me, all their weardrobe matched perfectly, was of marvelous taste and majestic design. The faces were extremely characteristic. I could point to the male jester out of a line up. He had a very supernatural face. He was infront of her. She smiled at me and it was very friendly and compassionate, all knowing, myself. The differences were a completely perfect example of duality, of ying and yang, the elements, the gender values. They wore black and white. Like dark magician jesters! And their smiles talked to me. it was telepathic. It came on all at once, it was fast and so suprising, I was shocked but all I could think is "This looks so cool" It was a very clear, HD vision field, clearer and sharper than real life. Since then I can breakthrough into a completley different graphic and dimension of hyperspace and I will see their shadows infront of me! That clearly means they are behind of me, hovering over me! Indeed, the jester knowledge and the guardian angels have helped me out a lot. Its the same essence that makes you laugh like youve never laughed in your life on DMT. The same essence which makes up the Field of Abstraction, Heavenly Realms, Love. The essence of profound nonsense, of magic, of total knowledge, divine, heaven sent, down to earth, comical, good humored, perfect, majestic, honorable, and above all Free (containing the knowledge of Freedom...of freedom from the known.)

Your hyperspace is well developed.

Mine is either 2D (images) or semi-3D (images projected on bent surfaces). The former have realistic colors. The latter are cartoonish in neon colors. Although, I didn’t see it well for a long time as I didn’t vape DMT for months.

On pharma and mushrooms, I usually enter hyper. I don’t stay long. It happens that I skip it. The rest of the realms I visit, I don’t call hyperspace since they have distinct characteristics. These realms are all three or more dimensional.

The jester came only in what I call hyperspace. I haven’t seen him for a while. Maybe I should vape D.

There is a face that might be related to the jester. It’s a woman's face with folded eyes. Such a face is common in human art. Nox Pharsa

The most trivial meaning might be that "You need to close your eyes to see (what’s real)". It might have another meaning too.

I should start that hyper-lexicon thread where we can discuss the symbols and entities.