Hi fellow psychonauts!
I'm a latecomer to the psychedelic experience having had my first full psychedelic trip from shrooms in Amsterdam 2 years ago. I couldn't believe what I experienced, such bliss, it felt like I was communicating with entities through the language of colour.
It took a while until my second experience, I needed to work out how the darkweb worked first. I experienced my first LSD trip just over a year ago, it was truly epic! I wasn't sure if I'd taken too much so I was a bit stressed during the coming up phase but my imagination was going wild and my vision distorted as the effect got stronger
The visuals were the same as my shroom trip and seemed to interact with the psytrance music that I left playing in the background, Ajja's bass beats were steering me through the fractals. I felt nauseous as I got used to the multi-dimensional fractal plain but eventually got used to it and ended up in that blissed out state, it seemed like I could push beyond each level of bliss into an even greater level of bliss, there didn't seem to be any limit. At peak effect, it's almost like I could touch the sound waves from the music as though they aere physical. I had eyes open visuals wherever I looked, they looked like little energy packets that keep the physical raality in shape. For a while I reached a meditative effect and it felt like I understood everything because I had access to higher intelligence levels. It felt like I had reached source (God), the fractals were calmer there with less striping.
As I was coming down at about 6 hours after taking the tab, I decided to vape some weed. This had the effect of enhancing the colours and energising the fractal visuals. Eyes open, wherever I looked, I could see filaments of glowing energy, just like those astronomical images of the galaxy.
https://external-content.duckduc...s.jpg&f=1&nofb=1My second acid trip was fun but not as special although I did experience what it might be like to be God, lol. I can see how psychedelics inspired religions.
Next I tried some changa. It freaked me out when the DMT effects hit, I had no idea what to expect. First I felt pins and needles all over my body, then my vision started distorting things, similar to LSD and shrooms, then my vision took on a golden tint and reality became like a high definition but simplified version of my physical reality, I then closed my eyes and experienced the aztec style fractals that were moving much more quickly qnd energetically than LSD/shrooms.
Then just as I started to enjoy that state, it wore off gently so I lit up some more in my bong and had a rolloer coaster trip until the changa was ash.
A few weeks later I decided to combine changa + LSD, just after the peak of my LSD trip I smoked the changa and experienced the DMT - aztec fractals in their full glory, they were also present eyes open, it was a truly astounding experience. I just lay back in my sofa, quietened my mind and stared at the ceiling, after another hit of changa, I noticed that the random LSD fractals in front of my eyes became more uniform, with smoother colour transitions, it felt heavenly, then with my thoughtless mind, a holographic vision appeared, a circle of multiple eagles flying around in circles below my ceiling, this blew my mind, how the fuck is that even possible?
So I learned that LSD enhances the effect and duration of DMT but there is no shooting up into hyperspace because you're almost there.
I had a long break from any mind altering substances until recently, I bought some N-N DMT and some more LSD.
For my first N-N DMT trip, I made a weed/DMT sandwich in my vaporiser and took it alone in my bedroom, slightly nervous not knowing what to expect, it took about 5 long draws before I started feeling the effects, I kept my eyes closed, the aztec visuals came first then my body started buzzing and I experienced a kind of full body orgasm like a super Sayan transformation in Dragonball Z, my mind's eye was focused on the whitest fractals as I shot into hyperspace, then things calmed down when I arrived in a multidimensional cathedral-like place, the fractals were a different shape there, like facets of all the individual spectrum colours, randomly mixed together, moving slowly and gracefully, I felt immense bliss and love. I just surrendered and enjoyed what I was experiencing. Then the effect started to fade so I vaped some more, my focus then zoomed into the facets and I noticed they looked like high definition LSD fractals. I then was able to reach the next level of the trip, my consciousness was now within the infinite fractal structure of the universe, I could feel how it was to be pure energy moving through the fractals. It felt like some entity was guiding me and answering any questions I had about the mechanisms that allow creation. It was interesting how I could tune my frequency to experience different perspectives, for example, I could be travelling through the fractals and feel the energy flow through me, I could observe the energetic limits of my physical body and I could see what I assume were non physical entities agglomerating in certain filaments of the fractal plain. Is this our natural state of consciousness when we are non physical or are we just tuned into some resonant part of a more complicated system? Information about that always seemed to be dumbed down for my physical brain to remember during the trip.
After the trip, I felt really positive, it clearly has a lasting benefit.
The next trip was less amazing but I managed to reach an even higher state, beyond the fractals, it felt like a heavenly, multi-coloured "like astronomical gas cloud images'. I reached a point where I was able to observe my life stream from an outside perspective as though I was God. It was interesting and seemed to be the next step to learn navigation in the energetic state.
https://external-content.duckduc...HaEo%26pid%3DApi&f=1I decided to experiment with LSD + N-N DMT + Weed next, there was no shooting into hyperspace and the Aztec fractals didn't stay long but something very interesting happened again. In the DMT cathedral space, the fractals were spinning gently and I focused on a filament that looked a bit like a snake, I was drawn towards it and followed it into the higher fractal plane where I spent some time exploring, after a while I emptied my mind and focused on the bliss feeling I was experiencing which allowed me to easily phase into the same "God" consciousness levels as described above, I didn't stay there for long because I wanted to spend the rest of the trip just phasing through the different dimensions.
The faceted DMT cathedral is my favourite dimension.
I noticed that vaping weed has become mildly psychedelic compared to before, not sure if this is due to LSD/DMT consumption or because the weed is a trippy strain (critical widow)
A few weeks later I decided to take LSD + DMT + Weed with my eyes open for a change, I just sat in my bedroom and vaped the DMT around the peak of the LSD trip. Physical reality became simplified and high definition like my changa experience but when I blinked, I seemed to reappear in a slightly different looking bedroom, this happened about 5 times before I looped back into the DMT reality, I was slightly freaked out, I didn't know where the fuck I was.
Within the last few days I procured some 5-MEO DMT, I might have fried my brain a little though.
It wasn't the same gradual and blissful ride as N-N DMT, it felt really intense when the effect came on, my body was buzzing. The first sign of psychedelic visuals was when I entered the higher fractal zone (the same I experienced beyond the N-N DMT cathedral). It was very familiar but I felt too comfortable there however I became super conscious of my breath because I wasn't sure that I was still breathing (not necessary in energy form). I think this spoiled my trip because I wasn't able to surrender and release resistance. I eventually calmed down and managed to do some fractal travel.
After that disappointing experience, I then decided that I wanted some N-N DMT bliss so I took some about 30 minutes later, I was hoping that there would be an enhanced effect, the second trip wasn't anything special and when I stood up I felt really high.
A couple of days later I can still feel some cerebral after effects, I wonder if I overdid it. I'm going to take a break for a few weeks.
Has anyone else mixed N-N DMT + 5-MEO DMT? I don't think that it was a good idea.