Hello everyone ! I believe I should give you some context to my story here.
Although those who know me can't guess I sometimes alter my mental state with stuff, I do it quite often but in moderation. I also keep a pretty active style, sports, activities, familly, work and meditation but none to the extreme.
My whole life I felt as if there are certain things hidden beyond a thin vale or frequency if u want but I never swore by it, just proved myself wrong for doubting that ideea again and again.. but for some reason I kept forgetting that confirmation. don't think I'll ever forget that now!
First time I've stumbled apon forum Nexus was when I've 'researched' the chemical compound presented in the begining of the movie Enter the Void. I have read out of curiosity many of the posts for ideas by searching keywords that I could later apply as methods of vaporization.
So, before everything I want to put out there that I think to have experienced ego death at some levels just by using mj. Did some research about shrooms too but never really had the desire to explore too much in that area of things.
Now back to dimitri, I definitely and unfortunately did more research than actual contact with it.
(I say unfortunately because there is always the possibility of getting influenced by all the exterior theories, especially when they fit our fantasies or fears! so much to the point of clouding one's own visions and interpretations of the xp. Also, for some reason there is the feeling that no method can compare to the sandwich and that, for me, is a big mystery and maybe shame ? Cause I can't seem to get any other methods nailed. Crafty nor Eagle Bill. But a good old MJ sandwich bong does it. Full on breakthrough(?or I don't know better?) with only one big hit hold for as much possible.)

First time it healed me. Of all doubt. Second time, some stories were told very rapidly. Third time it showed me a vivid kaleidoscopically told lesson/task: learn how not to sandwich it, come back without interference. And at some point I intend to do just that. Find the way. I am starting to believe that setting and mindstate is actually most of the key element but there must also be the temperature aspect.

In the end I just want to throw some ideas out there, maybe other N-N D users have experienced them: we are one. Everything is one. That. The sum of everything. Nothing matters but everything is beautiful so enjoy it. It's the joy of this dimension to have the pressure of time apon us all.

I don't know. I just hope this doesn't get me kicked out. EN not my first language
Very greatful and thankful for the opportunity to experience this in a safe and guided environment.
hope this ain't too long 4 the introduction