I don't often share my trips, but I suppose I will open up a little and share this one with you folks. I appreciate those of you that took the time to read, and I will try not to drag it out.
The other morning, I was listening to Clozee's "Imagine Warrior" mixtape, and I decided I wanted some changa. I loaded up about 120mg of some 1:1:1 Blue lotus/10x caapi/DMT blend and relaxed myself, and started puffing. I waited a short amount of time between hits, and eased into the experience. Once the bowl was gone I sat back in the chair and closed my eyes, and was greeted by the normal checkerboard hallways and weird morphing stuff I always see, and I started really vibing with the substances, and just opened up.
I told the earth I loved it, and that I was really trying to do better about keeping my yard in good shape and all my plants in good health, and that I was really trying to practice more sustainable living methods and basically just talked to earth like I would talk to one of you. I know, it is sorta weird but it is what I felt. I even started talking about my kids to earth, I cant lie, it felt a little awkward, but at the same time it felt very natural.
All my visuals stopped, and a rush of warm euphoria washed over me, much more than the usual changa euphoria. A new glow had replaced my visuals, eyes open or closed....it did not matter. All I could see was this brilliant yellow/orange glow....it was amazing. It washed over everything and it basically, for lack of a better way to phrase it, felt like earth (or something) gave me a big hug back. This lasted about a minute and then it was back to normal changa town for another 10-15 minutes. It was great.
Just thought some of you might like to read. Sorry if I am not super detailed, I am not a writer heh. <3
Don't worry, B. Caapi!