Apologies in advance for the rambling essay... This thread really gets me thinking about what now must have been the 'good old days'. My first psychoactive experience besides alcohol [EDIT:
notwithstanding that I was indoctrinated into tea drinking from such an early age that caffeine was effectively transparent!] was with nitrous oxide. I used to work at a cafe and noticed that the whipped cream cannisters had a fair amount of gas left in them after the cream had run out. On a busy day we got through several of them - and there was a way of getting the cream used up while maximising the amount of gas left in the can. So that was my introduction to a lifelong interest in obtaining free drugs
I already knew about the properties of nitrous oxide from my autodidact chemistry interests and was intrigued to read of Humphrey Davy's experiments with the substance. Besides this I had been wild foraging mushrooms and found accounts of Fly Agaric intoxication in certain mycological field guides to be equally beguiling.
Information-wise, prior to this in my school library I had already encountered a book published by the Australian research organisation, CSIRO, which had one page on psilocybin. I don't think the teachers were aware of this, but then again - who knows? If only I could remember the title of the book - it was a fairly thick volume about science and society.
Of course, at school we got the obligatory 'drugz are bad' indoctrination and again I found, in common with Lampeyelittle, that LSD appeared to have qualities that distinguished it greatly from the other rubbish like barbiturates, benzodiazepines and opioids. Back in the '80s, magic mushrooms barely got a mention and MDMA had appeared on the news about once, thus having to wait several further years before it started to appear in the drug information leaflets.
I still remember the first time I heard MDMA mentioned on the radio. At the time I was avidly collecting the names and formulas of any and all organic compounds of the slightest interest. Methylenedioxymethamphetamine... it would be about five years before I got to try that one although the earliest part of the UK rave explosion passed me by as I was too young, naive and uncool to be getting into that. At the time I preferred Mozart to acid house.
Aaanyhow... DMT, yes, DMT... the first mention of it in popular media I every recall was Ruby Wax on TV explaining she had been given some at a party in LA, which she said she snorted - but maybe she didn't want to mention smoking it from a crack pipe. She described the effects as "having the entire universe funnelled into [her] head," and of course this caught my attention as well.
Meanwhile, I went off to university to study chemistry and besides drinking far too much, at some point I concluded arts students were far more fun and over the course of the next couple of years encountered LSD, MDMA, speed, cocaine, hash and weed for myself - but mostly just lots of booze. It was also apparent I was somewhat psychologically disturbed, in retrospect I had PTSD from a car crash and a number of other events.
The university library proved to be of great utility in my drive to understand psychedelics. I encountered Shulgin's work in J.Med.Chem. and pored through paper copies of Chemical Abstracts to find out about compounds of interest. Thus I learnt about his range of mescaline analogues, as well as the pioneering work of Claudio Naranjo using harmaline in psychotherapy and the work of David Nichols in the field of tryptamines.
Speaking of fields, a year or two after leaving university I discovered my uncanny knack for finding liberty caps in enormous quantities. This was when I dived in the deep end of psychedelic exploration. In the course of events, years turned to decades and I finally got to grips with computers and the internet. Someone turned me on to the Shroomery and it was there that I first read about people extracting MHRB
in their own homes. It was also through the Shroomery that I found out about the Nexus.
The seemingly out of reach suddenly became tantalisingly possible and at some point, nearly 15 years ago I extracted DMT for the first time. It was unbelievably easy and suddenly I had an enormous pile of pale tan crystals. I had actually tried DMT a couple of times before that; fast forward fifteen years and I'm somewhat surprised that I haven't had DMT that many times more since. Again as Lampeye says, it really is a journey.
“There is a way of manipulating matter and energy so as to produce what modern scientists call 'a field of force'. The field acts on the observer and puts him in a privileged position vis-à-vis the universe. From this position he has access to the realities which are ordinarily hidden from us by time and space, matter and energy. This is what we call the Great Work."
― Jacques Bergier, quoting Fulcanelli