I waited all week for the registration period to begin. I have spent over two hours answering questions in the questionnaire. I do not think it ever ends. Some of it presupposes a good knowledge of Chemistry, and as such, has induced a headache. Oddly enough, I had this feeling like I had tried finishing it off sometime long before. Anyway, I am glad to be able to post and stuff!
I first got to know of DMT years ago and was fascinated by the purported power of it. The account of experiences which people have had was interesting and made me want to try it myself. I had had nominal experience eating acid and was a full-blown stoner by this time. However, knowing myself, none of it made me content in any which way, except for liquor, which become my best friend.
I have stopped drinking since then. I got sober on 2018-06-12. I have been in recovery since. A few months ago, it seemed the time was right, for me to begin experimenting with DMT to induce a spiritual awakening and heal the damage of alcoholism. I am not too far into the journey, because there are way too many things to learn and experience with the wonderful sacrament which DMT is. It is a parent, guide, friend, lover, unlike anyone else. It is pointing out to me my place in this Universe and to mend aspects of my Self which invariably got damaged at early stages of development.
I am in a process of integration after my last journey. I aim to continue as and when the time comes. I expect to be a rule-abiding regular here at the Nexus. I am happy to communicate with the folks here. I am glad to be here. I owe my new life in recovery to DMT. It has been a true calling.
SABBAM DUKKAM