Before you read on, I should probably with my best manners mention to you that even the words which I am typing, will probably want to have sex with you
For those that aren't aware I am a male type human being. I however have just come as close to a full on female orgasm as I will probably ever experience. You girls are soooo lucky.
To start with I had some nice spicey thai food and a couple of drinks. It was christmas eve after all, so there's no more appropriate time to indulge in the traditional western manner of good food and good drink. There's just two things that are missing... yeah jesus it's your party and your followers sure as shit will cry if they want to or not, but THH and DMT say this is MY fucking birthday. Piss RIGHT off... oh but how I do love you. How could I not? Even if just a mere flint of fiction then that will still be a part of existence and THAT is beautiful.
So with respect to the sacrement I let the booze fade out just enough to let the light shine in. 20mg's DMT just to start with. Oh how good the inside of my mouth feels. My tongue could not have felt better inspecting the mouth of a goddess. Though it turns out there's a little godess in all of us... no matter how well endowed we may be with a large segment of god within. I felt so holy.. just another 20mg's.
I was then so in the mood that upon a glass of orange juice should fall 167mg THH + 47mg DMT. This was my first time with THH as my inhibitor so I went easy on it. An hour in and I was seeing mere invisible shapes in the darkness. Some of you may be farmiliar with the threshold effect of a shape you cannot see rearranging right in front of you. That was pretty cool... But still I wanted more. So into old trusty went a magic 30.
This is the good bit, which in the eyes of this report is the least detailed in comparison to what it actually was. But make no mistake that upon drinking my holy white cloud I revealed myself to be pure energy and no physical body. I've heard this spoken of before but have never been as lucky to experience this event, until now. I was looking into the eyes of someone else. Someone else so farmiliar but so unusual. Looking with my eyes because that was all I had. The awareness of what was in front of me. But also behind me. In that moment also within me, which is a puzzling concept at its most basic because there was no me to be within. But how virtuous in their visual music it was. It/They maybe even me, I can't recall. All I remember in the greatest detail was those eyes. 1 main pair, but the whole landscape was possibly made of nothing more but those eyes. At first I thought they were inspecting me, but after a few... seconds (time unit.. ha!) I realised that this being was connecting with me. No information was passed one way or the other, but it was as if we were both just acknowledging eachother intensley on a highly profound level that has no place or sense in our everyday reality, but in that space it was the highest of gestures as if each of us were both gods and peasants passing admiration and pride both ways.
At this point I should add a detail I missed. My lighter broke earlier today so I was lighting these breaths with matches
But as soon as I was aware of my physical arm, a match I did strike and went right back in... twice. The rest is just masturbation really
. I kept licking my shoulder... perverse stuff to the casual observer but inside it just felt so right. Then it was right to the nexus to shout from the towers about a plce where mortals can defy their own being and merge with the infinite like never merged before.
It's so strange how I've experienced so much from this molecule. All of that now stands so far below what I experienced this christmas eve
Thank you doctor, I'm cured
Seriosuly though, get on this!
Merry existence everyone.