Hello everyone,
thank you all for allowing me to join this community. I've been lurking here every now and then for the last months and you girls and guys seem like an awesome bunch. I look forward to my time getting to know more from you about things that are kinda unknowable. Nevertheless, I believe that only experiencing the mystery is already something that can change your life in this world for the better.
I started my experiences with psychedelics quite late in life (relatively to many others). I had a kind of life-changing experience with MDMA that made me realize how big the healing potential of these compounds are. Although MDMA isn't a psychedelic like others, it had a huge impact on my life and I know people in my direct family that could benefit from it to release and talk about traumatic experiences.
I have since then had some experiences on low doses of LSD and I am preparing to have a San Pedro experience soon. DMT has nevertheless always been an interest of mine. I found out about it many years ago but back then it was clear to me that I was in no way psychically ready for it. I then didn't think much about it since then and started instead reading more and more about religion, philosophy, mysticism and Jungian psychoanalysis. Somehow this year I started thinking about DMT again and had a couple of interesting dreams about it. I also experience every now and then some slight altered states without any substances, that nevertheless fade quite quickly. Nothing psychedelic, just a feeling of immense peace and equanimity.
I have never had an experience with DMT (yet). I am taking my time researching everything I can, researching the legality of raw materials in Germany (not very clear yet) and just preparing myself mentally for something that most people say you can't prepare for anyway. I have no rush.