Hey all!
So I just wanted to give another shoutout to how much dmt has helped me! Last weekend I had a pretty god damn crazy breakthrough. I posted about it, but a smaller part I didn’t mention was a thought I had during that session.
I’m (was) a cigarette smoker of about 15 years. I’ve tried quitting many many times. Usually for money issues, but a few times trying to look out for my health. Either way, never successfully. After a few days or weeks, I would convince myself it’s ok to have one once and while, here and there. And of course that always leads back to full on smoker again. Not this time.
While under the influence of the magic last weekend, somewhere after meeting the entities, I kept getting this thought that I need to quit smoking. I couldn’t shake the thought that If I didn’t, it was a matter of time that I would get cancer. A thought that I’ve never toyed with. I’ve always played that off as “meh, I’ll be fine, it won’t happen to me. If it does then oh well”. At least not heed it enough to quit. But after my session I kept thinking about it. “If I’m getting that message, then it might be for real this time”.
I try to listen to those things while on dmt
Well the next day came and I went back to smoking. The thought in the back of the head, but bad habits, you know. Come Friday, several days later, I woke up with no smokes left, and for some reason just didn’t go buy more. I didn’t really consciously make the decision, it just sorta happened. And I haven’t had but 2 or 3 of those inner battles, trying to convince myself it’s ok, just one. But I immediately get hit with this sensation of that holy feeling from that night, and it bitch slaps the part of me trying to talk myself into smoking again. I truly feel I will be successful this time as I’m not fighting myself this time. It almost feels easy this time around.
So thanks for the inspiration and motivation
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