Last night i took 270 microgram of 1P-LSD, and a slice of weedcake wich has something like half a gram of weed in it. Later on, i decided to eat another 1/4 of a slice.
When the acid and weedcake start to take effect, i put on my headphones and start to listen to some music. I made a playlist beforehand with some music on it, that i haven't heard before.
Shpongle's "magumba state" is one of those pieces.
The song is fantastic and i am truly enjoying this new music. It feels heavenly, amazing. I feel i am realy becoming one with the music.
But then the song suddenly speeds up, and changes. And i hear a voice.
"This is a warning".
Am i realy hearing this voice, or am i hallucinating?
"If you're afraid".
Does this voice belong to the music, or am i hearing things that aren't there?
"Then leave me now".
"We are going to the spirit world".
Seems like i am given the choice to either go on some musical adventure, or to stop listening to this weird supernatural music.
The music speeds up and it does indeed feel as if i am entering a different dimension.
This is music is magical. It transports you to a different plain. Reprograms your mind while you're listening to it. I can feel it happening.
When the song is over i feel like i just had a 1000 orgasms. Wow...just wow.
This is the time to go take a walk.
I leave my house, and walk to the forest. And i enter the forest.
But then the extra 1/4 slice of weedcake starts to kick in, and it seems that i deeply underestimated the power of that extra bit of weed.
The deeper i go into the forest, the more i realise that i am now tripping so hard that i cannot realy separate hallucinations from things that are real anymore.
It doesn't directly scare me, but i now start to wonder if maybe it would be better to go back home.
But i do not realy want to go home yet, because i am too much enjoying the wild energy and beauty of this dark forest.
However, i am more and more loosing my grip on reality. I am hearing music. And i start to wonder if maybe i am still laying on my bed, listening to shpongle with my eyes closed.
It does not seem very likely, but i must say that i am not realy sure of anything at this point.
Best strategy would be to treat all of this as if it IS real, me thinks.
But also....i am not realy in control anymore, i start to realise, so maybe it's better to go home now.
I don't realy want to leave this place, but i realise it is best to just go home now.
So i am walking back.
While i am walking back, i start to get some mild OBE sensations.
It is like my mind simply says "left", "right", or "straight ahead", and my body just automatically does it. But at the same time, while i am walking, i feel like my mind is almost detaching from my body, and just following it's general direction. But realy like it's floating along. Like a little helium balloon tied to my body with a little string. My feet are walking, but it almost seems as if i don't even feel them anymore. I just float.
When i get home, i fall into a sofa, staring out the window.
I feel better than ever. A great sense of euphoria, while i am becoming one with the melting walls, windows and outside scenery.
A few hours later when i very slowly start to get a little more grounded, i take another walk into the forest, just to witness the sunrise. A crazy spectacle of amazing colours and light.
It. is. just. amazing.
"Wow, wow, wow". That is the only way i could try to describe what i'm feeling.
This was great. Truly great.
Or am i still listening to "the magumba state" with my eyes closed?