Woke up this morning on my day off work and ate an apple, drank a water, and did only
30mg snorted up both nostrils for a recreational morning.
At the 5 minute mark I felt the dark essence of the thing. It was darkness and depravity. It swept over me and had me standing still for a second.
I respect its power. Its amazing really. I listened to music and played guitar laying down. My legs felt very relaxed and if I wanted to I could just not move them at all, as if they were lifeless.
Smile on my face since it hit me. I smoked weed and it felt very good
I can totally see why its hailed as a "cure" for depression (In quote marks because the truth is to be discovered through the triumph of tomorow.) It touches something that is really relaxed within you, sort of like how a child views the world, much less thought, much more feel, simpler way of obsvering nature as if the eye were rejuvenated.
The drip was pretty bad and taste was not so pleasent this time around, but its not bad by a long shot. Fresh pharma mint comes to mind, a wordy description perhaps.
For my last 100mg of powder Im gonna do a therapeautic K-hole session with myself.
Todo lo que quiero es que me recuerdes siempre así...amándote.
Mantay kuna kayadidididi~~Ayahuasca shamudididi. Silence โ Shiva โ eternal Purusha.
What we have done is establish the rule of authority in silence. Silence is the administrator of the universe. In silence is the script of Natural Law, eternally guiding the destiny of everyone.
The Joy of Giving โกSee the job. Do the job. Stay out of the misery.โกMay this world be established with a sense of well-being and happiness. May all beings in all worlds be blessed with peace, contentment, and freedom.This mass of stress visible in the here & now has sensuality for its reason, sensuality for its source, sensuality for its cause, the reason being simply sensuality.