I had pain in my legs (DOMS) and carry a lil internal stress on me, but I felt really good, learning about who I am. Got home from work and tried a first dose of Ketamine. I never had snorted anything so I took a
20mg snort to learn. Mmm. I could almost feel it. Smoked weed, drank some cannabis coffee, and took
25mg using the other nostril. This felt prettyyyy good after 5 min. Slight visuals, the desire to lay down, the feeling summed up as Meh, like you just dont care bout nothing, just staring at blank space is interesting. Blurred eyesight. It has a definite essence to it. At the peak body posture changed, back straight and chest out, feeling of confidence, great desire to dance, fluid dancing, music is enhanced. It felt really good. Its pretty amazing.
I experienced the dripping in the back of the throat. It had good taste. I chased down the drips with cannabis coffee cause I couldnt spit it out (its too in back of the throat.)
Lasted about an hour and a half, but its still going. I can see why its a cure for depression as the science points, because the afterglow is very reflective. I saw myself just a tad bit more objectivley. The sense of wellbeing carries through. I have no desire to use it again as of now, it felt intense enough. Being my first anaesthetic I have to get used to the slight air flow constriction.
Todo lo que quiero es que me recuerdes siempre así...amándote.
Mantay kuna kayadidididi~~Ayahuasca shamudididi. Silence โ Shiva โ eternal Purusha.
What we have done is establish the rule of authority in silence. Silence is the administrator of the universe. In silence is the script of Natural Law, eternally guiding the destiny of everyone.
The Joy of Giving โกSee the job. Do the job. Stay out of the misery.โกMay this world be established with a sense of well-being and happiness. May all beings in all worlds be blessed with peace, contentment, and freedom.This mass of stress visible in the here & now has sensuality for its reason, sensuality for its source, sensuality for its cause, the reason being simply sensuality.