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avidya
#1 Posted : 7/24/2019 11:55:11 PM

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So i thought Id kick-start it with my experience with psychedelics.
My first psychedelic was LsD with friends. It lasted for a long while and of course I was the one freaking. Music was slowing and speeding up, the hive mind was my every thought and action, dots... dots were spinning around in such a clandestine, remarkable way. At the very end, I was gifted with all these dots coalescing in orbit from the furniture's star center, purportedly docked within all patterns, for the eyes delight.
Not too long after, I thought I should try salvia. I had to try it twice, to verify if the experience was exclusive to that time alone, but to my dismay I had found out every experience was virtually the same thing; but sortve like a riding on the last emotion had. And thats basically a fine summary for me. The last scene you see is the experience you have with it, and anyone who's tried it knows what you mean.
So finally I had to kindve override my better judgement to try psilocybin. It started out fine... 2 or 3 hours of nothing, and the sun was starting to fall. I arrived home and it was dark. Suddenly, I thought, "did I forget something". I had this thought that I might have forgot something. I was still patiently awaiting for effects to increase, and within this 'forgetting moment' things went bonkers. Now note the time. When it was 12:00am, everything went to chaos. By the time like 6 hours went by, that clock, I kid you not, said 12:01am. Thoughts sped up to a speed not yet identified in my brain. Everything was adding up, and not in the way I wanted. My brain was an alien who hated me Sad... (jk, in retrospect, the experience wasn't as bad as it seemed then). Things were growing and shrinking, and all colors were connected with my emotions, and changing. Music scared the sht out of me, and I ended up spending most of the time watching Tv, which was the lesser of the nightmare going on around me. The characters in every show kindve would pause, or rewind in the scene, really freaky stuff. The bulk of my experience was watching a live youtube-poop episode, on tv. Meanwhile, something set off the fire alarms, (which I would later find out was all in my head). So I had began to have really bad hallucinations. All this would finally settle after 12 hours, just as LsD had. Now, I cant recall what the "finale" was on shrooms. Although since its not memorable, maybe I forgot it for a reason.
So thats basically it on my psychedelic experience. I still have a lingering interest in DMT, even after all that. Although my last 10 years havent been overly optimistic. Ive had alot of problems, drug episodes that I didnt even want in my energetic circle. And now, Im at a place where things are going well. My situation during that time is nothing like what it is/where i was. My imagination/being-ness has evolved drastically from who I was then to who I am now.
So Im awaiting to see what the future holds.
 

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