Dose: 70g red Caapi, 2g mimosa.
I must write because I can not forget this: hyperspace is feeling hyperspace. Just a flash, a beautiful moment to ocurr somewhere someplace, and the shift happens. One second. No ego in hyperspace, what you see is what you are/have/you. You are the room!! The morphing walls are you is the event. Thats what I mean by hyperspace is feeling hyperspace. You become it.
I never want to forget this. Hyperspace is feeling hyperspace.
Im bringing it back. I must keep it. Becauss with that knoledge I can go back there by "feeling hyperapace". The way to feel hypeeapace is to see the image in your minds eye. The image can help recall the feeling--and the feeling is hyperspace!
Hyperspace is the place😍 I am complete. Have been loved. All I asked was gentleness, and it was so gentle with me...Im in love because I REMEMBER! Yes! Remwmber the image aa if I was there!! I can keep that truth! The truth I cant forget!
For the life of me, let me remember that I hugged it, and it hugged me back. The hug on the shore was the shift. The shift means that other world.
Can you recognize it?
Have you seen their smiles? How they shine, glow, glitter? The black person--hes smiling. Its always the same. But you must remember the FEELING is it, not the image alone. The image alone is not the meaning.
The meaning...
Oh lord the meaning!! How can it be so? That that reality exists and is the hyperapace happpy acrobatics team.They appear smiling and offer the feeling. the feeling is the shift and you have evolved into a new world!
Memorable is the fact that I wanted to cherish every second, wanted it to never end.
It must be home
My home...felt like putting on the perfect size sock. Just glide in.
So smart, so kind...it showed my myself talking to one of them and I noticed that was my best self. The man was smiling bright with hyperspace delight, intelligence, seemed taller and stronger, bright, pure...
Wow, you see me in my best light
I actually tripped bout the first girl I had, and I felt the love we had, but only the purest truest form of it. Its best light. And I fell in love with her face and body all over again! God it was pretty cool. And in that explosion of love hypeespace eased in. Tn
his was 1 and a half hours after consuming.
Finished drinking at 9pm. peak at 10:30. By 12:30 absolutley back to baseline. Just smoked a fat j.
Oh, also this was my first aya trip. Amazed by the efficacy of this technology. All you have to do to get deeper is struggle with downing the mimosa, while that the caapi is deligthhfull, even at its strongest and spiciest...I mean one cup and your high. I drank four. But I like heavy harmala.
Smiled the whole 4 hours straight. still smiling. unshakeable joy.
Listened to Rod Stewart as always that I go to hyperspace
The mimosa kicks in right away, like 20min and you will feel hyperspace THERE. You might walk on air, wobbly, with reminsicent feelings of jesters. Time to lay down
I realized the urge to vomit was lack of breath, so as long as I remembered to breathe deeply and meditativley, I could feel amazing in my tummy and forget about vommiting. didint vomit. tho im sure if I drank more mimosa the tank would have burst for sure.
The joke is so apparent...I cant remember what hyperspace is until I become it agaim, amd theeeen I remember it all, all my trips, the whole idea of it...expansive idea it is. It indicates the existence of a dimensiom which shocks because its aesthetic and unique and like nothing no one has ever seen before. So I cant remember it..
Todo lo que quiero es que me recuerdes siempre así...amándote.
Mantay kuna kayadidididi~~Ayahuasca shamudididi. Silence โ Shiva โ eternal Purusha.
What we have done is establish the rule of authority in silence. Silence is the administrator of the universe. In silence is the script of Natural Law, eternally guiding the destiny of everyone.
The Joy of Giving โกSee the job. Do the job. Stay out of the misery.โกMay this world be established with a sense of well-being and happiness. May all beings in all worlds be blessed with peace, contentment, and freedom.This mass of stress visible in the here & now has sensuality for its reason, sensuality for its source, sensuality for its cause, the reason being simply sensuality.