I have working with a full spectrum jurema extract alot in the past 2 weeks..and over and over again I get this overwhelming feeling of a female spirit..this beauftul angelic like woman..
This morning I sat wrapped in a blanket wearing just some shorts and put on twilight eyes by entheogenic..wonderful song..
I inhaled 2 hits of this jungly changa spice about 5 minutes apart..both times I saw her..it was beautiful. I went into the stained glass cobweb of energy..like some eastern mandalic pattern..and she was at the centre of it..every time I work with this stuff I either see her or feel her presence..
When I saw her all I could think was that this is jurema..she radiates ultra violet light..when I opened my eyes I looked out the window at the clouds and they were ultraviolet..everything that was white or grey was now that purple ultraviolet color..I now associate that color with her..
I can't even remember if white DMT crystals are like this or not..if they have this presence..but nothing is more beautiful and inviting and crystal clear and ecstatic as this full spectrum jurema stuff..This stuff is like the best psychedelic I could ever ask for..pure nirvana..the only thing that has touched me so deeply I think is psilocybin, and ayahuasca on one occasion..I think I need to brew with mimosa from now on.
I have fallen in love with this stuff..I feel almost like it's speaking to me..the jurmea herself..I dont know why different entheogens seem to invoke different characters..or why I keep connecting withthis goddess presense through jurema..but I feel it's a good thing..a very good thing.
Also with vilca I keep feeling a distinct male presense within the experience itslef..there are other presences I have felt and seen with vilca that are female but overall there seems to be a male aspect to bufotenine..
Long live the unwoke.