TL;DR: I've done a lot of things in my life—from sales to A/V installation to office management to software engineering—but learning about and cultivating psycho- and bio-active plants, extracting, preparing, and administering their active components, and documenting and sharing the knowledge acquired in the process is more satisfying and fulfilling than I ever could have imagined.I was raised a fundamentalist evangelical Christian in central Texas in the 80s and 90s. After high school I went to a bible college to become a missionary. While there, I fell in love with linguistics and my life trajectory narrowed to a subtype of missionary known as a Bible translator.
Fast forward a few years and after several years of intensive study of the Bible, both in English translations as well as in the original Hebrew, Aramaic, and Koine Greek, I reached a breaking point where my faith could no longer bear the textual inconsistencies and contradictions or the irrational dogmatism of the particular brand of Christianity I belonged to. I dropped out of the program mid-way through my senior year.
After my falling out with Christianity and eventual acceptance of an atheistic-agnostic materialist worldview, I started to attempt to re-envision the path my life would now take. This was a slow process that involved a lot of shitty, entry-level jobs, a few amazing seasonal jobs in Alaska, a brief stint as a small business owner, and a good bit of travel. I eventually went back and finished a BA in Classical Languages from GVSU (a state school in Michigan), got an MA in Linguistics from U Montana, and spent a year and a half in a PhD Linguistics program at UC Santa Barbara before getting burnt out on the bureaucratic and administrative aspects of academia. A couple months after I dropped out of grad school, I began for a coding bootcamp in San Francisco, upon completion of which I began a career in tech working as a full-stack software engineer in data analytics, fintech, and now medtech.
Though my current career in tech is reasonably lucrative and has many great perks like good work-life balance, flexible hours, the option to WFH (even before the pandemic), and unlimited PTO, I just feel like it's still kind of a waste of my energy and time to be spending so much of my life making wealthy people wealthier in exchange for a small fraction of the profits.
But during the pandemic, I started watching the History channel show "Alone", and this got me really excited about outdoor adventures again—a passion that had pretty much remained dormant since my last summer in Alaska in 2015. But what better activity than going out into the wilderness and away from civilization during a pandemic?
This renewed passion for wilderness adventures evolved into an obsession to learn bushcraft and wilderness survival skills, which inevitably lead to learning all I could about edible and medicinal plants, which grew to include tincture-making and essential oil extractions, and eventually I began growing my own plants for tinctures and herbal smoke blends (though I still have to buy in bulk for EO extractions due to the low yields of most plants). As my home chem lab continued to expand, I began looking for more and more challenging herbal extractions and processes: isolating caffeine from coffee beans or myristicin and nutmeg butter from nutmeg, chemical separations, paper and thin-layer chromatography, etc.
And it's been in these last 2 years—and especially the last few months—that I feel like I've finally found that thing that I've been looking for since my faith evaporated back in 2003 and my life trajectory went completely out the window.
And now that I've found this community in particular, I feel like I've finally found my people. Plant/psychedelic/chemistry nerds (or afficionados if "nerd" is not your preferred nomenclature) with the passion to pursue life-altering and mind-opening experiences in direct defiance of a society that seeks to obliterate this ageless and ineffable wisdom and access to the unparalleled experiences it can bring to anyone willing to take those first steps into a great unknown.
I look forward to learning and expanding with you all!
Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it is time to reform (or pause and reflect). ~Mark Twain