downwardsfromzero wrote:That's great but do you think you could edit your thread title to be a bit more informative, please? Something like "E-mesh vaping with PEG-400 juice - success! {etc.}" will suffice.
Post name changed. It’s not about having created a successful DMT juice it’s about the method of using it to navigate the sub-hyperspace/low dose accessible systems/places.
downwardsfromzero wrote: PsychonautCX wrote:My biggest limiter with the spice is it’s short duration and the fact that Harmalas make me feel terrible at doses needed to be effective at extending the trip length.
What is it that you find so terrible about the harmala effects? And how have you dosed your harmalas? Have you tried sublingual, or maybe -
as recently posted here - a pre-dose of vaped harmalas 10 minutes before the DMT?
I am definitely going to look into vaping harmalas. I have done sublingual and just swallowing them. I’ve struggled to find a sweet spot with ingestion. Either it’s too little 100-150mg swallowed and I feel nothing or it’s too much (usually any amount over 300mg swallowed and my head swims and I feel like a bobble head with vertigo and then the purging. Dear god the purging. I spit up a tablespoon of foamy stomachs acid since there is nothing else to throw up, but my body doesn’t care. So I retch for like 20 minutes and at that point I don’t want to do anything else but sit there and drool. Also it makes me so tired that I just lose interest. (Usually I would wait about 30-60 minutes after the harmalas before dmt)
downwardsfromzero wrote: Did you try working up from a small dose to become accustomed to the effects?
I did, I’ve found that with straight ingestion 300 seems to be my top limit. Anything above is guaranteed purging. Sublingual is so difficult because I salivate worse than a hyena at a wildebeest buffet so my mouth fills quickly and that taste is all I can think about.
downwardsfromzero wrote: That's in no way intended to knock what you've developed here - I even wonder if, were you to find your own personal harmala method sweet spot, you'd get even further in your explorations.
No insult taken. I appreciate the feedback. I really hope to be able to find a way to predose with Harmalas to allow for more long term exploration of these sites. I want to learn more about them.
downwardsfromzero wrote: Do you feel there are any parallels between the method that you describe here and any parts of the various e-juice/vape pen/RDA mod threads?
I found that many of those threads are more about tuning the mods/juices to allow for the strongest hits and less about the boundless potential inherent in being able to repetitively redose using e-liquid. You can load 1g of spice in a decent sized tank and spend hours exploring and experimenting.
The biggest thing I guess I want people to take away from this is (and yes I know the DMT experience is subjective but at least with me, over hundreds of DMT assisted journeys (yeah I said it) I have re-visited MANY of the same places multiple times, and have found many correlations and things in common with the systems/networks/devices/machines I have encountered. Similarities in things like fonts, color pallets, design, layout and even function to an extent. I have taken extensive tours of various facilities (I blame this highly on my initial intents during my fledgling journeys of asking for tours and to be “shown around”. I have learned to be much more specific in what would like to be shown or what type of experience I am looking for.
This method not only allows for a controlled ascent through the various “levels” of the under-verse but also prevents accidental interaction/fusion with these systems that can happen on higher doses. It’s best to think of a dose of DMT administered to your system as an influx of power, not only in the sense of being a power source that the systems/entities can and will feed off of, but also as a means of propulsion.
I have come to realize that on lower levels there are many things that can effect what happens most of them in a negative way:
1. Shifting your attention.
This can have a huge influence on what you interactive with. Because at least in my experience you don’t have appendages things are often activated and your movement is often controlled by where you are focusing.
2. Posture
Let’s say that when you close your eyes you are sitting in a recliner. Feet on the floor head laying back slightly. This is your center point. Like if you look at an analogue stick on a game controller. Dead center with no outside force applied. If you lean your head/body in any direction while you are in a 3D space your movements will be affected.
This can cause issues like accidentally moving out of line with whatever system you are navigating/investigating. This has in previous trips caused me to go off the rails and end up outside of the “ride experience”. Which actually was very enlightening. Because I ended up outside of the “ride” I was able to see how it worked. Inside the ride I was seeing colors and shapes and moving images all very “neat”, but from the outside I could see the pods that hold the riders and I could see the system that was being used to produce the experiences for the riders in the pods. It was a system of light emitting bulbs that were directed/shone onto these pods. I remember getting too close to the light a few times (still hadn’t quite gotten the whole movement thing down) and feeling various sensations. Feeling joy, arousal, smelling chocolate, smelling smells I couldn’t even identify except to say they were like what I imagine euphoria smells like.
3. Opening your eyes
This is a big one and the main focus of this post and new method of exploration.
First off I just want to say that if you don’t close your eyes while on lower doses you REALLY missing out on a LOT of what DMT has to offer. Yes, at higher doses your open eye visuals are absolutely amazing. But at lower/medium doses (where you may hear the tone and your vision sharpens but it hasn’t yet popped into candyland) you NEED to close your eyes and see what is there.
Opening your eyes is quite possibly the worst things you can do on DMT. I can’t speak to what it can do on high doses (I’ve heard mixed reports from “eyes open and closed are the same” to “worst mistake ever” but couldn’t site examples.
However on low medium doses you can not only ruin your trip but you could cause harm to the environment. Yeah I know that statement probably just made many eyes roll but I have experienced in multiple occasions that even something simple as a quick blink from closed to open to closed again can cause your (I’m going to call it your astral form for lack of a better term) to lurch in the direction of your attention. Once I was in front of a machine ( brown and blue) and I was viewing the console and my dog barked at a noise she heard out in the real world. I instinctively opened my eyes only for a half a second to look at her and when I closed my eyes again I could feel something was off before my closed eyes vision focused. My form has lurched (maybe drifted) forward about 3 feet or so and I was now fused with the data/electrical cables that ran along the wall. If you’ve ever been stupid enough to try doing household electrical work and didn’t test to be sure your lines were dead before touching them you know what I felt. That numb buzzing electric charge. If your ever put a 9-volt battery to your tongue it’s like that times 100. Once I realized what was happening I opened my eyes and within seconds the feeling was gone.
Being able to take small re-doses while keeping your eyes closed will allow your form to not only stay in or every move from level to level with more precision but it also allows you to prolong an experience if you are enjoying it or find something interest you want to explore further.
I’ve tried to reload e-mesh mods with powder to redose without opening my eyes and it never ends well. Spilled spice, too much, too little and don’t even bother trying to redose with your eyes closed using an method that requires a lighter. Too dangerous.
4.Verbal Intent.
This one is hit or miss. There have been times I have been unable to move myself around (usually it’s because I am inhabiting something like a machine/bot/camera/drone that is on rails) and I have found that if I voice my request (“get me closer”, “let’s go over there”, “stop moving please” “wait”) it will be heard and accommodated.
? I’m sure there are many more. I would love to hear others experiences in terms of maneuvering sub-hyperspace.