My journey began with Ayahuasca.

Back then, I didn't realise how deep this was going and my experience evolved beyond imagination.

I have seen guardians of well being in deep beautiful purple colour - colour of wisdom.
I said 'Thank you' to them and they replied by putting their hands together and bow.
The moment I realised divine nature of our being - gives me shivers every time I think about it.

I have seen parallel universes many times.
I got the message that I should deliver it and that this has potential to change the way we perceive our life.

Forgive me my ignorance by all means. I was told many times that "I should be the one who actually delivers it" - as if my mission is to plant this in mind of others in this world and find souls alike.

Something deep inside tells me that I am by eternity not the only one who received this message.

Me too!

Let's have a dance battle and whoever wins gets to deliver the message?!

Watch out! My moves are out of this world!

I think that every thought could potentially be a parallel universe. If we are able to access alternate universes with a molecule interacting with our neural network why couldn't we access this doorway in our every day lives. I think that the mental realm that we tap into in our creative lives through visual art, music etc. is the same thing as an ongoing subjective parallel universe. I've had ongoing fantasies playing through my mind since the moment I became aware of my Self. These conscious and unconscious realities we experience can be experienced through dreams, psychedelic experiences, meditation and many many other ways. Have you read into Holographic theory or any of the new theories regarding multiple dimensions of hyperspace. Watch this video if you haven't it's very well done and will inform you of a lot.

Hi gliderbmw,

I'm sure what you've experienced, is experienced, so nobody can take it away nor question the experience.

But may I add some sideline stuff?
It has also been my experience that experiences can go contradict each other. Then where do you stand after that kind of "experience"?
I've found solace in embracing them all, and not picking one side of experience as more-true than the other, I've come to not choose, not cherry pick.
It has led to take gravity from particular experiences or their message, they have become relative in a way, while they're all obvious hardcore true in their own regard.
It's if experiences are learning me (ongoing as we speak) to look beyond them.

Also things to consider:
* do you possibly think anyone is going to take your 'message' for granted and true just because you are convinced by experience? They should experience it their-selves, not follow your mouth-wisdom like blanco facto.
* I dunno if this is relevant here and now but: the messiah complex is a real thing. The molecules have a tremendous ability and potential to trigger underlying (as in never seen before) psychological seeds. It can come from a simple desire to mean something in the world. The roots can go very deep.

Just venting my thoughts, that's all,
with friendly greetings, Jees

Poemander, message delivered, too late

Seeingisbelieving, thank you for you response. Answers do come in our dreams.
I asked why I am aware of knowing of existence of parallel worlds. The answer was that we exchange our experiences. As if when we have surplus of information - we share it with other worlds. It came like a 'token' that can be used to share lived experience.

Jees, thank you ever so much for sharing your thoughts.
I too have been through contradicting experiences and agree that they should be taken as path of better understanding self, rather than one being-true.
When you experience something like this - even if vision recording device was plugged to my head - still, it won't transfer all energy that is felt. I don't expect anyone to accept my words for granted.
Deep inside, I realise that my soul is merely a grain of Big game that this Universe is. I don't expect the world to change due to knowledge that was shared with me by higher powers. Nor do I have a desire to be a messiah
I learned to feel my energy and work with it without any substances and I can aid my closest relatives in their journey.

I realised that I have overexpressed myself by saying "I should be the one who actually delivers it"

Just wanted to share my experience.

Thank you for you responses.

I have been thinking about the "messiah complex" and I think there are lots of potential messengers among the people who never get the courage or the opportunity to deliver the message. If you have got a message that could make a difference, I encourage you to deliver it. Jesus and maybe Mohammed were perhaps just a few among many many people who could have done it, and they only had some part of the wisdom, but they at least had the determination. After you get the insight, you need to consider the impact of it and be wise in how you put it into action so that others can receive it.

Gliderbmw, thanks for explaining.

Good points there T, this is very important.

Regurgitating a direct (literal) wisdom exchange to someone else who wasn't there, like many religions do in their legacy works, is a huge source of mis-understanding/interpretations cesspool.
Like Gliderbmw said so wonderfully:
Also, conductors of wisdom are prone to stain their alleged 'gifts to humanity' with mere personal treats (sh*t?), being unable to separate the two from each other, and maybe it's hard or even impossible to separate.

What works for me is integrating the experience in a way that I don't have to grab back to the lesson-quote any more. It just changed me and hence the way I interact with people in simple things like going to the grocery or work. For me it's not like ...Things are like such and so, case closed...
When it has finely changed me/you then you 'radiate' the lesson in gestures, pick of wordings, way of face language, the way you walk... Being the unadvertised example outclasses any explanation, it can hardly be explained anyway without being misunderstood.
Then you've become the lesson rather that regurgitating a lesson/wisdom-concept, people also grow weary of yet another wisdom lesson to cope with, "put it on the stack right there I'll come to that later, maybe." syndrome.

Have you noticed the sparkle in aya people's eyes? These eyes bring out a powerful 'message' stronger that any possible conveying of words-wisdom.

Words are cool though, very much tools also. These are words btw

Jees, thank you ever so much for your reply. Your wisdom and kindness are much appreciated.

As you beautifully quoted

This can be so easily misunderstood by many people...

I had a moment when I felt really down and asked for help.
The response was beyond reasonable explanation.

"She" said:
"No matter how bad you feel - I'll be there"
"Even if you don't feel it - I'll be there"

I had time to feel all of the beautiful energy that was sent to me.
Laid on my bed, eyes opened, I've put up my hand and openheartedly said: "Thank you" - an entity approached my hand right away and I could feel 'her' warmth. She then hugged me.

This can only be felt and so hard to describe...