Part 1 - Touched for the very first time
I'm sitting on my bed, my choice location for hyperspace travel. It's dark out, the house is quiet, my housemates are all asleep. My trusty e-mesh vape is wicked and dripped with 4 drops of 500mg/ml DMT e-liquid PG/VG solution. This dosage has served me well and often has the desirable breakthrough experience I seek.
Butterflies in my stomach, it's time for launch. The anxious anticipation is palpable.
"Relax your mind
Open your heart
Breathe
All is well"
inhale...
hold...
release...
Things are in motion! Minor visual distortions, one more time!
inhale…
hold...
Major visual distortions!
hold it
HOLD IT!
The tunnel is materializing, this is my cue
and release
Eyes are closing, body softening, lay back and relax
"All is well
Breathe"
Familiar visuals of indescribable beauty. Hyperbolic higher-dimensional geometric fractal insanity unfolds in and onto itself, I've seen this all before, but something is different. A flash of orange in my peripheral, too fast to understand and not like anything I have experienced before. Wait! what was that? Something just touched me, something fast, orange and hot just tickled my index finger.
"Cheeky bastard just tickled my finger!"
Part 2 - The infinite abyss smells funny
3 days laterI have yet to wrap my head around what happened that fateful night. Did I accidentally touch my vaporizer? Could that have been the hot feeling on my finger? Or did something reach out from the other side and touch me?
There was only one way to find out, I had to go back in. I picked up my vape and with pre-flight checks out of the way I was ready for launch. This time my intention was to communicate with what had touched me.
I took my tokes and waited for the familiar DMT rush to fill my senses, I kept my eyes open this time, alert and on the lookout for suspicious activity. I looked to my right, where the flash of light had emanated from previously and verbally commanded "Come out". To my surprise the radiator at which I was looking started to morph and transform, moving out from the wall towards me. Something mischievous (or somethings) were coming out to play. The orange ones had shown themselves but they were no longer orange, my recollection is hazy now but I remember seeing small white eyes in the wall and in the floor.
I look down to the floor perched atop my bed, it looks much the same but now the carpet seems to be made of hexagonal tiles. I'm beckoned to reach down and push one of the tiles, as I do the tile moves away from me as if I'm depressing a large button. The floor is physically moving with my touch, my mind is racing, this is impossible! My arm is outstretched as far as it can go and now the floor is out of my reach, "What is happening?".
Suddenly an intense rush of energy fills my entire body, I transform and am no longer who I was, I am no longer made of meat and bones, but pure orange fractal orbs of energy, I feel superhuman, god-like, full of infinite power. I stare at my hands and marvel at their new appearance I can see through them as there is empty space between the orange fractal orbs. I look thru my hand towards the floor, but what was once my floor is now an infinite abyss, pure darkness, cold empty space going straight down to everywhere and nowhere. But there is something in the abyss! An electric wind is blowing out towards me, it has a smell, it smells like electric metal!
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music for hyperspace