Hey all,
The last few trips I've taken have had some... odd sensations. This last trip I loaded up 25mg of pure white crystals and 25 mg of yellow crystals. I had taken ~100 mg of MDA I had sitting around (at least that's what I was told it was) which is always a decent way of preventing pre-flight anxiety imo. It was my first trip in a bathtub (probably not safe) but the water was only a couple inches deep so it would've been tough to drown in. I light a couple candles and had some shpongle playing in the background.
So I lit up my VG and took a hit, which led to the normal slight change in perception. Took a second rather large hit and suddenly I was overwhelmed with the intense geometric patterns and body load. I couldn't convince myself to take the third hit because I was already starting to feel slightly dysphoric and confused. Not taking that third hit was probably the issue. Anyways a minute or so into the trip I started to get the feeling that something was physically pinching or poking me with a needle on my left side. This continued to happen every few seconds or so and I couldn't make sense of it, at all.
I was surrounded by what seemed like the outlines of jester-like entities watching me and laughing at me. They were pointing and reaching into my body but my ego was fighting the experience and still trying to make sense of the pinching feeling I was getting. As it went on I started to get this pulling feeling, like something was trying to pull me out of my body. This led to my vision ending up.. split. I guess? On one side I had the beautiful greens, red, and orange shapes and on my right it was all dark and ugly. This splitting brought even more anxiety and I started to think I must be having a stroke or something. Then the colors all got muted like on my right side and I felt very uncomfortable, though putting my arms into the warm water felt amazing.
Afterwards I just sat there and tried to make sense of it all, more so than ever before. So I guess I'm wondering if anyone else has experienced sensations like this during a sub-breakthrough dose? Could this have any subconscious importance that I'm just not able to understand? Was mixing it with MDA a bad idea and could that be the reason I felt these things. Oh and of course, if I had taken the third hit would I have avoided all of this entirely? I have yet to breakthrough, mostly because I can't get myself to take that third hit (even though I took more than 3 hits the last time I rolled a month or so ago and I had a similar experience.) Anyways, I appreciate any replies and I hope you're all having a fanntastic week!
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Ive had the greatest pleasure and honor of experiencing the weirdest and most beautiful bodiliy sensations always in the hazy-blackout sub breakthrough states with high doses of harmalas with the dmt. To this day, I cant shake that feeling. As if being reborn, so soft.. so soft and weird, so alien... Todo lo que quiero es que me recuerdes siempre así...amándote. Mantay kuna kayadidididi~~Ayahuasca shamudididi. Silence ○ Shiva ◇ eternal Purusha. What we have done is establish the rule of authority in silence. Silence is the administrator of the universe. In silence is the script of Natural Law, eternally guiding the destiny of everyone. The Joy of Giving ♡See the job. Do the job. Stay out of the misery.♡May this world be established with a sense of well-being and happiness. May all beings in all worlds be blessed with peace, contentment, and freedom.This mass of stress visible in the here & now has sensuality for its reason, sensuality for its source, sensuality for its cause, the reason being simply sensuality.
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illiladandyodtusi wrote: I'm assuming you smoke marijuana. There seems dismally few posts that mention on this site that DMT is not a powder, it's an oil. Want proof? Don't freeze naptha and DMT together in your freezer. If you can, don't use a solvent. If it can be scraped up in a powder it's as dangerous as any other white powder in the hands of someone who doesn't even understand the difference between a drug and a poison.
If you straight to base and naptha, let it evaporate for as long as it takes, don't apply heat to aid the process. When the wonderful oil which smells much like the ayurvedic soap Chandrika is all that is left, now your new mission is to prepare yourself and the space your self occupies for what all religions promise, but very few actually get to experience. Get an "oil rig" aka a bong with a nail. If you aren't familiar with bongs, I don't know what to tell you. If you don't know how to smoke wax, I feel sorry for you. And if I'm the only person on THE NUMBER ONE DMT SITE that knows this simple information, perhaps it is run by people who rather likes giving drugs to people without their knowledge than taking them, themselves. The government releases poison in the air, but you can't smell it. Only think about it. Author of this Post assumes no Responsibility, nor makes any Guarantee of the Accuracy or Validity of material in this Post. Material Contained or referred to in this Post is presented for Entertainment Purposes Only. This Material IS Not Intended to be Inferred, or Interpreted as Information, Advice, News, Instruction, or Factual Information.
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wtf dude, whats all that about? 😆 did you post in the wrong place Todo lo que quiero es que me recuerdes siempre así...amándote. Mantay kuna kayadidididi~~Ayahuasca shamudididi. Silence ○ Shiva ◇ eternal Purusha. What we have done is establish the rule of authority in silence. Silence is the administrator of the universe. In silence is the script of Natural Law, eternally guiding the destiny of everyone. The Joy of Giving ♡See the job. Do the job. Stay out of the misery.♡May this world be established with a sense of well-being and happiness. May all beings in all worlds be blessed with peace, contentment, and freedom.This mass of stress visible in the here & now has sensuality for its reason, sensuality for its source, sensuality for its cause, the reason being simply sensuality.
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What on earth..? I'm glad I'm not the only person that saw that.. whatever that was. I'm not entirely sure what poison he's referring to, maybe the mda? I think most people on this site know the risks that come along with psychs and phenethylamine/amphetamines. I'm honestly at a loss for words. Schizophrenia perhaps?
Maybe you should lay off the "dmt oil" you're getting because it doesn't seem to be doing you any favors man, just saying. You should get yourself some of those poisonous, beautiful white crystals. Oh and to be clear, I don't smoke MJ, oil, dabs, whatever anymore so maybe that's my problem!
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ililadandyotusi please check yourself. We're just random internet forum frequenters who have no interest in lying to you. If this type of paranoid thinking is due to drug use then you should discontinue that use. If not then you need a medical professional. Many of us here, at some point have gotten ourselves out in left field with our drug usage. We get it. My flesh moves, like liquid. My mind is cut loose.
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Honestly can't tell if they're trolling, purposefully trying to sound nonsensical or are really that far out there.. if I read one of his old posts correctly he stated that he was smoking 5g of dmt a week. What's that like 100+ trips? Would surely explain the.. uniqueness.. but really man you should go easy on the spice. Thanks for adding another odd sensation to our lives though
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illiladandyodtusi wrote: ...This caused extreme panic to the "true me" but I eat pieces of shit for breakfast so my stomach is strong and so my ego as well...
Literally? Damn... I've heard of urine therapy, but that's a new one on me. Author of this Post assumes no Responsibility, nor makes any Guarantee of the Accuracy or Validity of material in this Post. Material Contained or referred to in this Post is presented for Entertainment Purposes Only. This Material IS Not Intended to be Inferred, or Interpreted as Information, Advice, News, Instruction, or Factual Information.
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Shooter McGavin? Is that you? “You think that’s air you’re breathing?” -Morpheus “Whoa fellas, I’m feeling kinda bowling ball-ish.” -Leopold Butters Stoch It’s got what plants crave. -Brawndo
Magic is here for us all to feel. Naming it isn’t what makes it real. Running around for us all to know, noticing isn’t what makes it so... -Avett Brothers
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Either you really need to lay off the psychedelics OR your just being stupid!
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illiladandyodtusi wrote:Who here can drink from my cup? Wash your cup after use... If you compare yourself with others you will either become vain or bitter. Many have drank from many cups, that is what is great about our human family. I am sorry you have gone through some tough experiences in life. We all have had our fair share of troubles. Roses grow from manure! P.S. It looks as if illiladandyodtusi has deleted all posts, so this may seem like it has no reference. “Silence is a source of Great Strength.” ~Lao Tzu
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I'll bet he didn't refer to himself as a troll either. My flesh moves, like liquid. My mind is cut loose.
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