You ever have an experience so real you took it to heart only to realize a few hours later it wasnt anything special to you wish i could stay in that state of mind forever anyone else ever have that type of an experience

Hi EsizBubbies.

That’s a good question. Many times I have been caught up in a whirlwind of very real emotions and feelings, during trips, that I most certainly wished at the time that I could exist with forever. I also recall years ago, times of experiencing the most beautiful feelings of love and happiness while on MDMA. In this case, after a while, it did soon feel like it was unimportant, and as is the case with the extreme highs, there soon comes a low, before the eventual balancing of my state.

Since then I came to know that these experiences, regardless of the substance used to induce them, were artificial consciousness states, superimposed over our mind faculties, for the purpose of metaphysical development. This helped me view reality from a new perspective, and I began to chase the highs much less frequently. I became assured that everything I was to experience was that which was planned for me, and it all has a very specific purpose. This is now a fixture in my mind, through all the highs and lows that life brings.

Hope this helps.

Connor

You couldnt have said it any better but you dont believe it means anythimg its just all artificial?

I would concentrate on the bold/underlined letters in your statement. The rest is the ego playing around. Let it be what it is. Play if you wish. Dancing and hide and go seek is fun!!