The other afternoon I prepared myself for taking the spice. I ingested two knifetips of full spectrum harmala alkaloids extracted from peganum harmala seeds, what I estimated to be 100 mg. I paced through my livingroom, praying to my creator for steel for the upcoming takeoff, praying for guidance in everything and to be taught and shown what is right and pure and true.
Upon feeling the harmalas start to work in my body (decidedly not my most beloved of sensations) I moved to the bedroom. I laid out my favorite quilt on our already made bed. I love an awesome psychedelic blanket or quilt as a launchpad for smoking dmt. I cherried the end of a chunk of palo santo and wafted the smoke around my room. Still praying.
Back to the other room, kitchen counter. Loaded my spice pipe (a glass hammer, made by Cameron Tower, a Bob Snodgrass apprentice, with brillo plug in bowl). Loaded three heaping straw ends of dmt freebase (extracted from mimosa hostilis) onto the plug suface, to make a nice breakthrough pile. Melted the pipe of spice carefully with a bic. Carried it into the bedroom. Still praying.
Sat down on the bed with pipe and lighter. Had previously removed my shoes. "I am here in peace and love, I am here to learn and grow, I am here, a human being, come as I am to worship my creator." I smoalked the first toke of spice and held it in about 20 seconds. As I exhaled, everything became extremely strange as the spice began to work. As I took the remainder of the spice into my lungs in the second toke, the business end of the pipe and lighter looked as if they were the centerpiece of a pointillism painting. A very weird fuzzy pointillism painting.
I broke through. It was intense and beautiful. I had my first visions of the ayahuasca type, jungle archetypes, I heard rhythmic chanting that was beautiful and ancient sounding. Was spoken to very kindly by an old wise face which was part of a tree. Had the most incredible visions of writhing snakes that were made of bejeweled psychedelic material. Faberge snakes. Holy shit. Never in life will I forget those snakes.
I came back feeling blessed and grateful to have this medicine in my life. I look forward to working more with harmalas in the future. Thank you Nexus.
olympus mon wrote:You need to hit it with intention to get where you want to be!
"Good and evil lay side by side as electric love penetrates the sky..." -Hendrix"We have arrived at truth, and now we find truth is a mystery- a play of joy, creation, and energy. This is
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This is entheogenic." -Nicholas Sand