I find my most rewarding and divine experiences have been when I refill my Changa trips.
My routine/ceremony has me stuffing my mini bong with 100mg Changa with about 40% FB DMT, 15-20% FB Harmalas, and putting the same amount beside it ready for another bowl. Then I smoke, usually one toke is enough to get me to Hyper Space, and there's always some left in the bowl if I extinguish it (doing which incurs the displeasure of some entities, IME), but I usually try to go for a second toke even if I know the the first one was enough, just to empty the bowl.
When I start to come around and open my eyes again, I usually try to refill the bong. On this toke, it feels like Hyper Space comes to me. Sometimes I've had divine experiences, like, I can't describe. I was an atheist, but now I have felt the touch of God. Not that it's gone to my head, but that's what I've felt, and I can't deny it even if I can rationalize it.
The divine experiences are not the norm though. I've also had experiences of feeling like I can take the form of the worst criminals, feeling sexual excitement at the thought of robbery and murder in the lowest forms, fully immersed in completely real-looking bizarre and fantastic scenarios, a few times breaking the trip and being overcome with feelings utter disgust at the vileness of the actions I (or any human, I think) could be capable of if life had turned out different.
And yet other times I've had entities come into my living room and conversing with me in telepathic ways. One very serious looking group of "Finger-Samurai" creatures that engaged with my fingers and critically examined the energy dances and energy manipulation my fingers were capable of, very intense trip. Doing different sounds to manipulate the fabric of Hyper Space is also a common theme in the second take of my trips...
I feel like it's comparable to dreaming and lucid dreaming, my first tokes takes me into a dream like state where I'm not much in control of myself or the surroundings, while the second makes the whole experience more lucid and where I'm able to interact more directly with the entities and my surroundings.
When my second bowl is out, it kind of depends, either I just refill eyeballing it, or it's time to wrap it up. But the following tokes seldom has the same characteristics of the first one, and vice versa. Neither is completely exclusive though.
Funny I could feel and write this right now, have had a terrible resistance towards the spice and Changa the last six months. Really been in a bad way and felt I needed it, but haven't been able to get over the pre-flight anxiety. My bong has been loaded for the past four weeks since my last attempt. Looking to make some new Changa with new flavors, which brought me back to the Nexus, and to this thread. I think I'll be over my hump pretty soon.
Cheers, lovely people.
"You haven't met yourself yet.
But the advantage to meeting others in the
meantime is that one of them may
present you to yourself.
Examine the nature of everything you observe."-
Waking Life