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CactiOfLight
#1 Posted : 12/18/2017 10:31:25 AM
Recently I came across some MHRB, eager to experience dmt I loaded up the machine I'd had prepared for the occasion with 25mg, to only achieve a euphoric rush and a slight psychedelic headspace with no visual effects. For my second attempt I loaded the dose only to burn the dmt resulting in once again minimal effects. Knowing my technique was causing my issues I made a second machine and practiced my technique using cannabis concentrates, so tonight confident in my abilities I loaded 30mg

Setting, dark room in my house with a single dim light
00:30 I take the first hit and immediately begin to feel the effects, 20 seconds later I feel like I do on 3-4 grams of cubensis, lots of visual noise and a complete lack of mental noise, didn't even hear the ringing I get on tryptamines.
00:31 Second hit brought significant visual distortons, slight dissociation( I could feel my mind and body as separate but unified entities) intense headspace with racing thoughts and an edge of panic about how fast I was coming up.
00:31 Third started bringing on some really bizarre tactile sensations and my room was alive with movement and translucent patters, touching things they had a plasticy artificial feel.
00:32 Fourth hit, I watch as the pipe seems to shrink and feels of some unearthly plasticy texture. After exhaling I find myself unable to take another hit simply because I don't remember how to use the lighter. at this point I was cast into purgatory, everything looked like an alien version of the room I was tripping in but many times larger, and had taken on this plasticy quality and there was a red tinge over my entire field of vision. Time was greatly dilated leaving me feeling of spending a century of absolutely nothing.
00:38 I return as abruptly as I came up with mild effects lingering for another 5 or so minutes.

While this particular trip was incredibly intense compared to anything I've experienced I failed to break through, do any experienced people have any advice to achieve a breakthrough experience? Possibly insufflating 10mg or so in addition to the smoked dose? How does the burn compare to cebil and yopo?
 
CactiOfLight
#2 Posted : 12/18/2017 7:29:12 PM
And I just found the "if you're not breaking through"sticky, then again I have to ask myself why am I pushing for a breakthrough when it will likely happen on it's own when I'm ready.
 
Northerner
#3 Posted : 12/19/2017 12:54:33 AM
When you feel like you did on that 4th toke close your eyes. The magic is in the darkness there. Thumbs up

These type of experiences can be more enjoyable than breakthroughs.
The nearest we ever come to knowing truth is when we are witness to paradox.
 
CactiOfLight
#4 Posted : 12/19/2017 5:13:59 AM
Oh it was definitely enjoyable, I'll pay more attention to the closed eye/mental imagery next time.
 
 
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